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I cant stop thinking of him. Its so hard to get over someone you tell "I love you too." Them telling you not to worry about them because they will be alright. They wont, they never are. You hold on to them for dear life, you will never let go of them. Hold them close, as close as you possibly can. Never tell them no. If they tell you to go away and not to worry. You better tell them that I can never go away and I can never stop worrying about someone I love so dearly. They might push you away but if you love them you wont let it go away. I try to tell him that so much. But its like he keeps pushing me away further and further, I try to tell him, when things are on your mind tell me, I will help you to the best of abilities I can. I may not be the best person in the world. But I love you So I am here to help you. I cant stand to see people in pain. People I love, People I care about, the people I have known my whole life, I care about them so much if they are hurt I am dead inside. I love so many people but I love him more then all. Its like he will be the death of me. I cant stop thinking, dreaming, smiling, laughing about him. I want the best for him and it hurts to be put in a position where it feels like you can do anything but he tells me I can do all I can. Its not enough! It needs to be more then just what I can. I need to do so much more, I want to do so much more. But he tells me I do enough. I cant stop, I wont stop, nothing will make me stop loving him and all of what he tells me. I know he is messed up and different from others that I know. But he is what I want. He is want I need. And I love him and care about him alot. I cant help but tell the world about him. So he is the death of love from the person I know.