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Wait and see

what you will be

when I change you

to something like me



something like you?

yes, something like me.



You will wish

that you had died

when I show you

the very dark side



very dark side?

yes, very dark side.



Each new day

will make things worse

when I give you

this dreaded little curse



dreaded little curse?

yes, dreaded little curse.



When you change

the pain will kill

till I hand you

a tiny blue pill



tiny blue pill?

yes, tiny blue pill.



It will take

all the pain

and change it to

the strength you'll gain

Angel by day

devil by night

it's the same

as dark and light



Sun shines down

on glittery wings

halo on top

a girl that sings



But one night

friends will see

horns and tail

on little demon me



They now know

that I've lied

now they wish

that I had died



I have failed

all my friends

in my life

I skiped the bends



As I watch

the girl dies

in her place

the demon will rise



From its depth

place so deep

only in dark

now light it creeps



Through the day

and the night

they're the same

though dark and light



When your soul dies,

let your demon rise!

Knocking, knocking on the door,

then a creak from the floor.

No one home, not a light,

someone creeping in the night.



Crickets chirping in the grass,

then the sound of breaking glass.

Shots echo through the dark,

as the dogs start to bark.



Creaking, creaking of the gate,

and a letter of my fate.

On a rose, the note is tied,

it's to late for me to hide.



Moonlight shining on the blood,

there are footprints in the mud.

Early warning, late to come,

I am only dead to some.

My heart is gone,

pulled out of my chest.

Only some would laugh,

and call it a jest.

But it's not there,

and they don't see,

it's filled with things,

that should not be.



A sob is wrenched,

from my throat.

enough tears fall,

to fill a moat.

My love is gone,

he walked away.

Just like my friends,

that left that day.



The double stab,

right in the back.

It now is love,

that I lack.

Everyone is gone,

they left me here.

All sad and alone,

to deal with fear.



It is as real,

as it can be.

When your alone,

as it left me.

To deal with fear,

you need a friend.

One who will stay,

untill the end.



I screwed up,

this time for real.

They asked me 'Why?'

'What is your deal?'

I told them then,

that it was them.

They made me mad,

just like him.



I told them,

the biggest lie.

And now I feel,

as I could die.

My tears stream,

right on down.

Then they drop,

onto the ground.

The voices haunt me,



and wake my dreams.



They echo on the wind,



just like silent screams.







Over the land,



a darkness falls.



A cold winter chill,



answers its call.







A bottomless pit,



with no light.



I can not see,



how can I fight?







My demon rears,



its ugly head.



All good is gone,



just like it said.







It fights my battles,



while I wait.



Every time I fall,



into my hate.







I'm locked inside,



it is not me.



Look and see,



I'm not your enemy.

Around me are people,

who I've bled out.

I stand and stare,

as they scream and shout.



The flames are high,

licking up a wall.

All of the tension,

making my skin crawl.



I know why I'm here,

but it's all irritatin'.

That I have to give,

my regards to Satan.



He asks me why,

why don't I learn.

Then punishes me,

and lets me burn.



I look up at him,

a sparkle in his eye.

As he watches,

sitting up on high.



Pain flairs inside me,

now I scream and yell.

I can't do anything,

as I burn in hell.



This time you go,

then you will see.

Satan as he laughs,

your pain his glee.

I never got to know my dad,

it's really all quite sad.

He died the year that I was born,

then everyone was forlorn.



I grew up with my grandparents then,

never knowing how it had been.

To have a father to love and care,

when no one else was ever there.



Before he died I got a toy,

a babies soft-rattles clown boy.

I wasn't born yet at that time,

when the clock struck it's chime..



It happened coming home from work,

he was in the Navy where trouble lurk.

The motorcycle was crushed a bit,

when the van had made a hit.



He died under his cycle that day,

on a four-way street he lay.

His body was as cold as ice,

while the van driver acted nice.



My heart has a real big hole,

and my life seems extreamly dull.

I never knew him but I miss,

a fathers gentle, loving kiss.



The pain is always deep inside,

where I go to run and hide.

The pain stays and so shalt be,

for I know that he's with me.

Rain is falling on the sill,

in the gutter it will fill.

Down a hole as deep as pit,

where no light has ever lit.



Doom and gloom is all that waits,

in the darkness it acts as bait.

Fall into the trap your gone,

till another mornings dawn.



Waiting helpless in the fog,

can't find a way to leave the bog.

Depression hurts it's like a pit,

you never know when you'll get hit.

I used to think you loved me,



but now I know the truth.



We were still dating,



when I saw you in the booth.







Your arm was wrapped around her,



holding her real tight.



You whispered sweet nothings,



then kissed her in the feeble light.







Standing outside the restaurant,



I was frozen in shock.



When I got my senses back,



I ran off down the block.







My heart was in pieces,



felt like it was battered.



It was akin' in my chest,



knowing it had shattered.







Crying tears of pain,



for the one I held dear.



Hot streaks ran down my face,



I hold nothing but fear.

I hear a voice inside my head,

telling me that someone's dead.



A blinding flash,

then the pain,

the lady yells,

hollors out in vain.



Screaming!



Another voice,

this one a man,

strangled by deaths,

unforgiving hand.



Screaming!



A babies cry permites the air,

the murderous dark man,

holding it by the hair.



Screaming!



The voice quiets,

then fades away,

my eyes open,

to another unrelenting day.



The visions come to me in my sleep,

they leave me tired and beat.

Everytime I close my eyes,

I hear death and faceless cries.

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wayne
02:38 Oct 19 2009

awsome poetry

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