I have totally changed my views almost
Lost my marriage. I am a young soul
That had its souls dark side completely
Get defeated by the light side!
I can tell because I feel so depressed
And know it's my life's spirit destroying itself
Before my eyes and I can't stop it no
Matter what! I was so passionate I offered
To destroy myself last night but am not
Deserving of death but forever punishment!
And I don't know why this happend!
The light hates me and the darkness rejects
Me!!!!!!!!!!!
My life expectancy is 6 more years
And my young soul will cease and not
Come back!
This weekend will be crazy as normally 2 people
and a dog turns into 6 people and 2 dogs as my
Twins, Fiance and Girlfriend with Dog come for visit!
Lots of growling, eating, drinking, boating and swimming in our county lake!
Nice lunch walk 90 degrees and 80 percent
Humidity! Might get in 85 degree hot tub
Tonight
Will set me back $5,500 but if / when
I get more dark I will need the coolness
Of 2 1/2 ton Lennox! Mine is 30 years old!
Now I can read and learn. Not much
For pics but reading and learning important!
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