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I can't believe you fuckin' lied to me

I can't believe I fuckin' couldn't see

This is bullshit, am I supposed to be bullet proof?

What am I to you, some sort of backup plan?

A second rate follow up to your first failed date?

No, fuck that, reach out for me and I'll spit in your hand

I can't believe you lied

I honestly thought you were different

What the hell was I thinking

Why couldn't I see it...

What the fuck was I thinking

I knew I couldn't be it

I know I'm not that special

It all just HAD to be bullshit

He was with you all along, I should've seen it from the get-go

It was all fabricated and fake, the feelings you pretended to show

I was the supposed special guy, who'd finally made you change your mind

All the while you were playing games, and tearing me up inside

What am I supposed to be, bulletproof?

I'm not made of stone

I know I hide it well, but I'm fucking frightened of being alone

I can't believe you lied to me

I wish I wasn't right...

I wish it had never came to this

I wish I hadn't found out

Because now you've lost ALL my respect, not just a little, not just an ounce

And now I'm going to walk away, and leave you there with him

I'm going to go far away, so I don't ever speak to you again

Fuck you for doing this, you shouldn't play these games

Lucky for you, its me that you hurt, and I know how to stay sane

I've gotten used to this kind of shit

It happens a lot, I've adjusted to this pain

But I'll never be whole again

No, fuck that, I wasn't before this started

But I will be before my end

I WILL find my happiness, it won't stay lost

I'll fight through the heat and the frost

I still can't believe that I fell your tricks and games

I'm done, they're not for me to play

But I gotta admit, it'll be nice to learn...

From what I realized on this day

COMMENTS

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Firedrake
13:05 Jun 20 2009

ouch...

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MyArmyMyMilitaryMyLife
22:28 Jun 20 2009

I think I've said it before but... I'd kill the bitch...

She is lucky you can stay sane through all that.

I'd go postal. I don't like playing mind games like that...

Mind games, yes... like that, no....

*laughs*

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KMD
23:07 Jun 20 2009

*hugs*

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