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In a perfect world

You would mean nothing to me

But in this world...

You mean too damn much

You mean...

Everything



Numb me

So I finally feel alive

Look at me

So I can see your eyes

Your smile

Used to make me never want to die

But now

You're the reason that I cry



This is the world

That we live in

So overrun

Full of lies

This is the world

That we live in

No one notices

When another man dies



Please numb me

So I can finally feel alive

Numb me

So I don't feel these things inside

Look at me

So I can feel it from your eyes

You either numb me

Or I think that I might die



This is the world

That we live in

So damn corrupt

And full of lies

This is the world

That we live in

I doubt you'll notice...

Notice me, when I die...

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bladette
20:13 Feb 03 2009

i am so feeling that poem..... it's lyke we're thinking the same thing......

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TaintedAngel14
16:07 Feb 16 2009

godlee bear, are you really that depressed?..we need to talk 0.o

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beautifulmistake
05:23 Feb 20 2009

Very well written..........just how I feel today *cries* lol...........BM

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xxlilyxx
02:43 Apr 08 2009

i love this one its one of my faves very well written

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I haven't been trampled...

By anything powerful enough to kill me yet

Here I stand, before your very eyes

And I am willing to show you, I will never fall...

I'll fight a fight that I'll never lose...

I'll show you...

That I am, indeed, the one you want

The one you need

And the one you should choose

I'll sit here, and I'll wait for you

I won't take a single step

In any direction

Don't leave me to wither and die here...

Even knowing, I can survive damn near anything this world might throw at me

Don't take me for granted

My heart can only take so much

Even if my mind is unbreakable

My will unbending

My heart is fragile like glass, and already full of cracks...

Don't add your name to the list

Of those who let me down

I want to wake up, every morning...

Expecting you, to someday be around

So don't leave me here forever

Don't leave me to wither and die here...

I'll never lose my love...

I'll be yours forever, in a way

If only, you'll have me

I'll close my mind off to this world, if it means connecting with you

I can be lost and alone, and still feel loved...

Knowing you're somewhere in this world...

Looking for me

Searching for our inevitable love

Trying to find what we are both looking for...

I'll be waiting...

Signed,

Forever Yours

What did you expect me to do?

This is what I should have expected from you

If only you knew, what you've put me through

Then you might understand, why I slapped my hand

Across your face, why I look at you with such distaste



And even though I despise myself for these actions...

Its not something I can just erase

So dwell on your negative memories...

Somewhere else

And stay the hell out of my face



You drive me insane

You push me to my breaking point

You pushed me

Until I lost my mind

Look in my eyes, and wach insanity subside

I'm sorry...

Just make sure it doesn't happen again



NOTE: I've never hit a girl in my life, so don't send me nasty messages...this is merely a set of lyrics...so no worries, I would never hurt a girl...anyone who knows me, knows this...thank you

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MorbidAngels15
21:36 Feb 01 2009

aww.....i know you wouldnt hun, your way to nice for that =]

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Bloodmother
02:24 Feb 02 2009

This is good. I'd end with what did you expect me to do? and include the phrase "breaking point" more as a chorus.

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I'm sick of everything that makes us fight

The whole world is painted in shades of white

I'm so tired of being stabbed in the back

This world painted in hollow shades of black

As I venture into each and every night

At the end of each day, it all just blends to gray

I don't know what you want me to say

My heart fading to black, from a constant bruised blue

I don't know what I'm supposed to say to you

No idea, what the hell I'm supposed to do...

Turn around and look at my face

As we venture into each brand new night

Both our lives just blend to gray

As day after day...

Our souls continue to fade

I only want...

You to remember...

The world you lost, when you pushed me away

And I know...

Every December...

You'll feel overrun, wrought with the pain

Of the emotional dead



You never expected...

Me to turn my back

Never thought I would walk away

But I can't deny...

These feelings inside

This 'one-of-a-kind' will leave you behind



I only want...

You to remember...

The world you lost, when you pushed me away

And I know...

Every December...

You'll feel overrun, wrought with the pain

Of the emotional dead



If I walk away...

Your life will turn to shit

You need me now...

But I want no part of this

So I say fuck your heart

As I walk away

Suffer the pain...

Of the emotional dead

Smoke still rises from the ashes

Your eyes still fixated on the sky

Bothered by the thought that one of you won't return

Knowing only one will come out of this alive

And knowing every step you take, hand in hand

Brings you one step closer to your last

One step closer to your demise



Awareness at its peak

Silence chills your bones

Hands gripped so tight, hearts racing

God knows, you couldn't face this alone

Your end could be masked in every single sound

The end of the one closest to you

How do you think you would fare, on your own?



Your back still aches from the lashes

Tear-stained eyes, you can't help but cry

Bothered by the thought that one of you won't return

Knowing only one will come out of this alive

And knowing every step you take, hand in hand

Is one step closer to your last

One step closer to your demise



The end always comes

Before you find the answers you seek

Incoherence strangles you

As you can't find the ability to speak

Swallowed in the darkness

Lonely and depressed

Willing to take your life

So that you may see her again

You feel yourself growing weak

You've committed the final sin

-QUICK NOTE: this is older, but I just stumbled across it and realize it never got posted. So enjoy, but keep in mind its relatively old. Thanks :)-



Your body lies lifeless

As your spirit slips away

Your heart stops beating

As your soul begins to fade

You're leaving us behind

You've reached your last day



Expectations, were not met

Because of, double standards that you set

My trigger finger quivers now

As I squeeze it oh so slowly



Your body lies lifeless

As your spirit slips away

Your heart stops beating

As your soul begins to fade

You're leaving us behind

You've reached your last day



Overbearing

Stipulations

Trying to control my every thought

Telling me who I'll see

Based on who I've met

Its because of this all

That your life has been lost

And we are better now

Now that you're dead

Better now

Now that you're gone

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MorbidAngels15
21:33 Feb 01 2009

blame.....yes its a deep thing this one, applies to me in a way i can think of =[ ugh.....i shouldnt still be reading

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Firedrake
08:47 Feb 02 2009

these are all so beautiful .... in their own sad way

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-QUICK NOTE: this is older, but I just stumbled across it and realize it never got posted. So enjoy, but keep in mind its relatively old. Thanks :)-





One day, you will die

And no one will mourn you

One day, you'll end your life

And no one will cry

Nobody cares

Burn

So go burn



Intolerable, suffering

Spearhead your guilt

Turn it into pain

A taste of your own medicine

A taste of whats been driving me insane

When you die, I won't cry

Nobody cares

So go burn

Burn

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MorbidAngels15
21:31 Feb 01 2009

oh my......maybe i should have taken your advice and not read these.......

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-QUICK NOTE: this is older, but I just stumbled across it and realize it never got posted. So enjoy, but keep in mind its relatively old. Thanks :)-



-one more note, this song is actually based on a videogame storyline, or the beginning of it atleast haha.-





Destiny designs...

A treaty, written with steel

Signed with the blood of the king

Lies, deception

A scapegoat for the fall

Leader of the last hope

Divider, as they descend



Trickery, led by the twin

Of the captain of dozens of strong men

Fighting for a lost cause

Yet never losing sight of what it was

Doppleganger, destroying an icon

Now merely a shadow of his former self



A treaty written with steel

And signed with the blood

Of the king

Lies, deception

An immortal made mortal

Guilty of a crime he wouldn't commit

A man once held on high regard

Now suffers in a dungeon, scarred



A treaty, written with steel

And signed with the blood

Of the king

And many of his men

Signed with the blood

Of the innocent