as i walk along this night wet and cold
some how i am warm with the thoughts of my
waiting friends
the pungent smell of the wet leaves of fall arise to tickle my nose and
i relax enjoying the evening
to fidgety i am this night to stay in out of the rain
finally the lights and sounds of my favorite haunt
the smells of erotic wonderful aromas assault my senses
as i enter the place
and make my way to the table by the huge bay window
smiles and greetings all around as i remove my jacket
i order my usual cup of hope and smile to my favorite waitress
the sounds of nostalgic jazz waifs up to sooth my ears and i drift off into a nother realm only to be brought back my the delightful aroma of a half house half flavor coffee
its warmth feels good in my hands
i pay and tip all in one
and she disappears
the conversation lite this night for i am barely here i am drifting to the place where i last seen you and your smile
the warmth and ambiance makes me wish you were here to share this night
the topic range from poetry to politics
from who's new love to who's just broke up
and this night is the first of open poetry readings
if you were with me my love to be my muse
i would recite to the room but they would all melt away for it would be only you i would recite to
so instead i will enjoy the works of the local talents
and drift
its raining
the sweet smell it brings as it lightly falls to earth the trees reach forth
tho gather its precious gift
as i sit and drift a piano softly playing some forgotten piece of long ago i think of you
my heart dose ache as the music leads me into another time
in my mind like a motion picture plays every sceen in its vibrant colors
your warm embrace your soft kiss that intoxicates me
every word smile and touch
drop by drop my memories clearer and clearer
of days when i last saw you
the good byes were bitter sweet as the tears that fall now like the rain drops out side my window
i pray for your swift return
until then my sweet
i shall just dream
i awaken to an angels kiss
these eyes do shine
softer than an angels wing is her touch
how did i make her mine?
am i not but a common man?
what do i have to give to one such as you?
only my words
my heart my life
is this enough to please you?
i have no castle nor any gold
just a poets rhyme
maybe to to touch your soul
what do you do when the whole world goes to sleep? what goes through your mind as they wheel me away what am i suposed to do when every thing i do just falls apart couldnt i just sleep for ever? couldnt you just leave me laying on the floor? kick me in the teeth pass me the curb check spin the cilinder youve got one left let it all fad away where do you turn to when there is no one left to talk to when there is no where left to explore what do you do when you just go numb? you cant hear any thing or feal some ones touch? just slip into the darkness slip into the fire let it all just burn away
when shall i ever see your sweet face?
apon the morrow of my dreams?
my heart aches for you fair touch
yea to feel your sweet breath apon my skin as you whisper my name to see
your eyes sparkle as the emerald sea it self would surely break my heart
but alas my lady i assure you i shall endure
the nights where on the garden of my dream when we meet for those sweet
and
precious moments
but moments and words are all i have to give you
could you ever love such a fool as i?
nay nay
how could a Goddess love but a peasant such as i ?
you in your casle and me acrost the sea?
if
i could be a thief surly i would steal thine heart
and hoard all the love you possess
yea i would keep thine own soul to be with me
but nay i can not be so greedy
for you are but a free thing
a feather apon the wind
but dont you see how it breakers my heart so?
torn between two worlds the sleeping and the awaking
though i assure you my beloved if any way possible i surly would stay in the
dreams
because then your mine
alas i be so bold
a peasant speaking to his queen in such a manor
you hold my heart
surly you now possess all that i can freely give
an eternity it seams they keep me here
they attach hoses to syphen out my very being they wight me down with stones they laugh in delight at the sound as they crush me
how much more can i take until i break?
they cut me only to watch me bleed
they mentally beat me with there words and shams
my mind screams but all the while i know
i am nothing but the excrement left behind by rats
worms and maggots feast like kings apon my flesh
i beg to die but they keep me alive
only to suit their needs
i know its late and your probably sleeping
i should be too but
your not here to stalk me and peek through my windows
i cant sleep with out you here
making sure my tomb is securely locked
and that no one has removed the spike through my rotting heart
my skin grows cold and i need a blanket
but my blanket like my flesh has been burned
chained to you soul and mind
i never want to be free
and if i cant have you in this life
i will wait untill the next one
maybe
it wont be to late
oh and be for i slip into sweet surender
i should let you know
i have seen you in a dream just standin by the lake
funny how the colors all inverted at your words that shatter frozen on the ground
well its time that sliped away from me this time
and i realy must be going
but a slip
of
the
lip
and you can consider your self Kissed
but
if you see me it s just a reflection of your mind
or whats realy locked in side
love me for a while
and bring forth a smile
and that will last a life time
cause a life time
is all in one moment
and sometimes thats all we have is this just one moment
you blink and you've missed it
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