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When you're lonely, no one's there.

No one sees, no one cares.

Your dreams all shatter and disappear,

No one hears your silent screams.

No one sees the painful sorrow,

Harvesting in you till way beyond tomorrow.

You wish you could just go away,

Get away from all the pain.

You stay locked away inside your house,

No one sees inside or out.

No one hears your screaming mind,

No one sees your nightmares come alive.

You want to leave but there is nowhere to go.

No one cares, no one knows.

Oh what agony, what sins I know.

As sweetly, ever through my mind they flow.

This pain of mine bleeds through my eternal soul.

I hurt just to bleed, and I bleed just to know.

Taking over, It slowly drifts in.

Saddens the heart, as it quickly grows thin.



The reason why is...

...you claw at my soul

until I can't take it anymore

until my bleeding ears go deaf with pain

until I become numb

in agony I wait

for someone to rescue me

but no one comes

I am alone

Hidden in this dark corner

from everyone but you

no matter where I run

you always seem to find me

I turn around you're always there

waiting for me in the darkness

I look in the mirror

and see your face

twisted into some sort of hideous smirk

laughing at me

for what I am

pitying me for what i'm not

someday i'll shatter that picture

i'll break the tie that binds me

to my own suffering

no longer will I be hurt

no longer will I drown

in a sea of my own terror

swallowed by the giant waves

that sweep me away

and eventually

my wounds will heal

but the scars will stay

always reminding me

of my own weakness

Was there once a time, when you felt that no body cared...



...And those who did are walking away?

They were there in the beginning,

They said they would stay till the end,

But all of a sudden they are not your friends?

They were at one time,

Very supportive and caring,

But as the days go by they are turning away?

Leaving you cold, lonely, and scared,

Because at one time, they said that they cared?

But oh well, I'm not going to worry about it. At least, not anymore.

That's all in the past...

Future seems unclear,

possible that the end really is near.

But what good will it do to know

Going to take my life slow.

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cadrewolf
22:27 Apr 10 2012

very excellent

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