These guys always manage to touch a nerve with me. This one always leaves me wanting to say May I have the next dance?
I made it into the Coven of Oppressed Debauchery! I'm very happy and somewhat amazed in spite of myself. Now the three of us are together and I'm so very happy too. Only thing left to wonder about is should I come out of the closet? I don't really care one way or the other, I dislike being or feeling false intensly so if asked I'd tell but I don't think I have to volunteer anything. Oh leave that for another day. Today is 7/7/7 and it's my Mom's 77th birthday so I'm going out with the family to take her to dinner. I'd say it's been a lucky day so far for me at least. :)
I completed my answers to the final questions and submitted them back to the coven. I don't know how this is going to work out but either way I gave it an honest try hopefully using my work for the most part alone. I'm not sure how many may have identified me but as I will tell anyone who asks it's not a problem now. I was just hoping to see if my work could speak for me.
The other me has a reputation, we all do no way around it whether it's a good one or a bad one I don't know really. I think I confuse some people here since I tend to be cheerful and "too nice" as it's been called. lol If they had seen the things I've seen they would really wonder how and why I try to be "nice". Aw it's my way and that's all that matters really.
My answers were complete I think but probably too long, as I'm so long winded they will probably refuse me just to keep from having to read so much. I wonder sometimes why I like to read and write so much? Could it have anything to do with being told not to as a child? I wonder sometimes. I wasn't allowed books other than the Bible, a dictionary and a set of encyclopedias. I didn't get a book until I was old enough to check one out of the school library when I was 10 and I started with Nancy Drew and then the Hardy Boys series. At 13, I was doing volunteer work in the high school library so I could have access to the bigger books and that way I got to read Homer and Shakespeare. What a world that opened up to me.
Whatever happens I had fun trying and I've picked a spot to run and hide if I fail.
Somehow I've made it to the last part of the application process for The Coven of Oppressed Debauchery. Just got the message tonight, I'm very excited and part of me wants to start right away on my response and work through the night. I think I'll probably take my notebook to bed and work on them and type them up tomorrow. I think better that way, usually only keeping a word or two that I hand write but they send me in the direction I want to go.
Even if I fail to make it, it's been an adventure and I've enjoyed it. Even have a spot picked to go if and when I fail. Me insecure, never. lol
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