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Can't seem to sleep and I have a hundred things I could be doing but yet I keep sitting her thinking something's coming. I don't like this feeling, I've had it before and twice it involved life or death situations that were not that easy to deal with. Well one was better than the other though we both survived. Nothing I can do about it though, I know it won't go away until it's ready or the event possibility has passed. Things will either move just right to involve me and I'll know it all or a slight difference somewhere will let me avoid it all. I really hope I avoid it, I'm not in the mood for drama or danger. Been there, done that and didn't waste my money on a t-shirt.

I must admit I'm sitting here thinking when I should be sleeping but as sometimes happens I have something on my mind.



Why do we so often hide or make a joke out of things we like as if we're embarrased by them? Such as liking country music or the care bears or even the teenage mutant turtles. Why do we get so defensive about things close to us even before anyone has offered criticizm.

I'm very much enjoying myself in the Coven of Oppressed Debauchery. The projects I've taken on were enjoyable and have given me some experience in writing an article type document. I've done reports and press releases and stories but not articles. It was fun trying to limit my verbosity. lol I know odd word but I just like the sound of it.



I have a poem that I want to work on but have been waiting for the inspiration to come back. It's getting close I can feel it.