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Sitting in this room

alone with this pain

Just as i had done

when you went away

and left me here to rot in this cell

oh how close it feels to hell.



I'll feel no mercy on your behalf

because heaven know,

I'll have had the last laugh

and Oh how i would laugh

just to see your body collapse.



As you can see,

I am not well....

but then again i am not ill.

For you had focused this thoughts

on yourself.



For my last words,

I could say i loved you,

or i missed you,

but lets face it

you were nothing to me

but a person of hate.

~Amber K*ebel

So many feels,

I feel deep down

So little paper,

to express all on the outside.

~Amber K*ebel

This tears of mine,

they fall like rain,

Drowning me in my very pain.



I lose all knowledge,

as my senses fail,

making everything grow fragile and bare.

Everything is now a dream,

for all my pain is being drained away,

leaving me as i was always left before...

laying, here, on my bedroom floor.



I dont feel alive,

as my body grows dull

and my tears blur my view,

i have grown too cold.

So with this shattered thoughts

and broken dreams,

I run into the dark

and Scream:

"What have I done? What have i be come? "

~Amber K*ebel