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Pathetic. I long to feel you, your touch, your breath on my skin. That touch that caused all the hairs in the back of my neck to stand up and send a shooting tingle through my spine. Its a terrible longing.



Every time I see you, you feel like a million more miles away than the last time.



Your distant look, your cold and rigid body language when I attempt to caress you, or kiss you. Your lack of stimulation when you look into my eyes.



God, my heart shrinks a little bit more, like I'm genetically built to shut down piece by piece when your rejection stabs that one part of my body meant to feel for you and only you.



[[[Is death through heartbreak possible?]]]





"If my body was on fire...Oooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames."~B.Mars





I saw you last night, in a dream. It was you, in a frame, but it wasn't. Your face was melted and you wore a long brown beard....and you were, fatter (like that's supposed to make me feel better?). There was a hole where your heart was supposed to be. I tried looking at you, but you never looked AT me. The entire time, you were looking away.





When I walk by, it doesn't feel like you're there anymore. It feels like you're gone. My stomach doesn't feel those butterflies....I can't feel them, like I used to....I don't feel anymore. There is a void where my feelings were.





I swear, you broke me.

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Deity
19:18 Dec 01 2010

♥ Love this. I felt the same way many years ago. It gets better. You'll turn the corner, and one day all those ill emotions will flutter away. Time is marvelous like that. ♥

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