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Welcome to my own hell the voice in my mind says to me as i fall alseep in the tears of blood. The night sky shining bright through the eyes of something i can not see, I cant hold my eyes open anymore and does away into the darkness . . . or so i thought. ONly when i dream i dream of the sight of you, never changeing. Always seeing the times where i made you laugh and you smiled with the gleam of light in your eyes. The pain takes my breath but i can not wake from this dream, or is it a nightmare? Why do i see this again and again as if never to be rid of the pain it caues me. Each time as fresh and painful as the first, each tear as real and new as the one before it. Why cant these memories leave me in my dark little hell? When will the confusion of it all stop?

All the things you do . . . all for nothing.



Everything you try to succeed is come crash's down as you watch your world crumble.



You are lost inside your own mind and i know that you wont let me safe you.



You walk away, you see my help as a hinder.



All i want is to help you cope with the things you are in.



You say you want my love, was it all just your lie?



You make me go insane with your ways.



When given the chance to be happy you recoil.



When the chance to hurt yourself and be unhappy you leap at the thought.



What will you find down that road?



Is it what you really want to see in the mirror as you look back at yourself?