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Today is the day i decide that i am going to do things my way, i have been driving for three years and every time i go somewhere this stupid people think they can tell me when to eat sleep and drive. Well ya know what, I'm the one out here all the time not you, therefore I will be the one to make the call on when i drive and when i don't. I have let others make all the calls for far far too long, i hate being a asshole to people but in this industry it is the only way your not going to be a door mat for other people. They cut tail and run home at 5pm and don't give a shit about you after that, but expect you to stay out away from home for 2-4 weeks at a time and then don't want to get to you home. I think i have had enough of the bs.

It has been years, years since I have really opened my mouth to tell my thoughts. And here I sit wondering, looking back over past post, seeing that even after all this time there are few things that have changed in my life. We work, but for what? Love? Money? To me and the way my life path has lead me these feel like fleeting pleasures. To feel for someone is a amazing feeling, but the pain of losing them is not. So many come through the strings of our lives, the web we weave, I only wish I could somehow hold on to someone, anyone, but I just can't understand why they slip through my fingers. Am I just meant to be alone, destined to only know what fleeting love feels like and nothing more? I feel very lost and alone this days.

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Isis101
03:45 Jul 04 2014

:(



Nice to see you back though.

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elviscat
01:10 Jan 24 2015

HONESTLY NOTHING REALLY MATTERS,NOTHING.YOUR ONLY HERE TO BORROW YOU OWN NOTHING ANYWAY.GOD OWNS IT ALL.YOUR LIFE HERE AND NOW.IS JUST A TEST,BUT YOU HAVE FREE WILL TO DECIDE YOUR DESTINY.ITS UP TO YOU.THE WHOLE THING THAT YOUR LIFE IS ABOUT IS LOVE YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS AND KNOW GOD FIRST.SO WHEN YOU LEAVE THIS EARTH PLANE AND EVERYTHING IN IT.WHICH IS AN ILLUSION ANYWAY.AND GO BACK TO SPIRIT THE REALITY.GO BACK TO GOD WITH THE LOVE YOU SPREAD ON THE EARTH PLANE AND MADE THAT DIFFERANCE.THE LOVE YOU SPREAD NEVER LEAVES YOU.GOD JUDGES YOU ON YOUR MERITS.LET THEM BE GOOD.NO ONE HAS A RIGHT TO JUDGE YOU,IT IS ONLY BETWEEN YOU AND GOD.WHY?A SINNER CANNOT JUDGE ANOTHER SINNER.NAMASTE' Elvis

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