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To you my friend you are in my heart, i feel you there every day.



You are that light that help guide me through the troubling times.



You my friend were there for me never any questions ask, you brought a smile to my face.



You brought that small shimmer of joy into my life, knowing that you would never leave my side.



But now the days darken as i see that you are gone, you have been taken from me.



As my tears fall and my heart breaks, i only hope that you will forever watch over me.



I will miss you my friend you will always be in my heart, and i hope that you will be safe and free from pain now where ever you are.







To my friend



Silver Grey Fox



Oct.12 1993 - Mar.19 2007

What am i too you? What do you see when you look at me? Do you sit and think about my smile as we speak to one another?



What am i too you, what would you call me? Friend, lover, hated, what is it that you see when you look at me?



When you stare into my eyes and see them starring back what am i to you? What do you feel when you think about me?



You are someone that i can't describe, you make me smile with only your words there to keep me company. You soft lips that i may never touch, the sound of your voice warms my heart.



Your sweet embrace is what i feel in my dreams, a longing for your touch that can't be seen. These .......... these are all the longing things that you are to me.



But what am i to you?



Am i the one you want to hold on too when the dark night frightens your mind? Am i the one that makes you smile when you hear my words?



What am i too you?



As you stare into my eyes and watch the tears fall like the soft winter snow, will you tell me please ....



What am i to you?

Take your time get to see what it is that you see, take it all in, remember it for one day it will change. You only know when it slaps you in the face, then take that time to think.



Take that time to remember if you care too, all the things that were good, before your world began to darken.



Take that time to see with your now weeping eyes what it is that you truly see, is it real? Or could it just be another haze of that thing people call happiness?



No one knows but you deep inside, you know you feel, but don't think just take your time, and when it all falls apart again take that time that you need to let it all go.



Take your time in all that you do, if you ever go numb take your time to get to find yourself again, take your time to feel that pain, to take it all in.



Take your time to know what it is that you feel to know that it's pain to feel it inside, take your time.



Because inside deep inside your self ........ you know it won't be that last time you feel it. So take your time