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Finally it's happened

the moment that i feared

yet somehow knew exactly

when it would happen.



Staring at winking stars

pointing them out one by one

teaching, yet spending time

a truly romantic moment



She turned her head away

and in a moment of silence,

my heart which had fully been given

was being opened up again.



She turned back to face me

and with a single sentence

"There isn't anything there..."

It stopped beating



In shock I had nothing to say

The glistening knife protruding out my heart

The only thought I had was

To run away.



I could not cry in front of her

I couldn't tell her what she did

Why get upset at her for what she chose?

Yet...it doesn't stop the pain...



Reaching my car

turning the key

backing away

I wept.

I need to do something

before it's too late.

I need to say something

before i close the gate.



I can't even cry anymore.

The weight making sores.

Food would be the trick,

yet it's starting to make me sick.



There's no words for my depression.

I've been forced to resort to supression.

And this world keeps giving me pain,

which only saddens me again.



I'm shaking can't you see?

I'm in pain, it's taking a fee.

Help me out of this, for I fret,

that i can't take more of this upset.



What else can I fall to?

Something that I can follow through?

Something i can do with my last breath...

yet the last thing I want, is more death...

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vampireoverlord
23:52 Jan 03 2010

i feel your pain

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