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Great song. Been years since I heard this one.

I know we don't see eye to eyes and that my comment probably doesn't matter to you. I know how hard it is to watch someone's life slip away from you. I watched my Mother die this past March. I am sorry I hurt you. It pains me that you are in pain. I truly sorry you are going through this.

Its all good right.. Thank you for caring , not many do, I'm just ready to say Fuck it... shut the feelings off, and just take it day by day.. I should have never shown any weakiness. let no one in.. I should know by now. No one truly gives a fuck.

I know all about shutting feelings off. I have done that the past 10 months but I can only do it for so long and I am beginning to crack myself. I know exactly what you are going through no one truly knows what I am going through the pain I feel is unreal. I feel like someone is digging my insides out with an ice cream scoop.

I know a lot has happened in the past, but I just cant keep holding in all the pain, if you need me, I will be there for you.

I can't either. I think you have always know that if you really need someone to talk to regardless of the past I will be there for you. If not you know it now I am not a fair weathered friend. People make mistakes people mess up. We all do. Consider our past one less thing on your plate.

Thanks hun, really means alot

You're welcome. Keep your head up. I know it's hard but you are a strong women. You can do this. I am a message away the door is open if and when you decide you want to open up and take a chance.

Sometimes, we need a break from being strong for too long.

Many of us do a good job shutting off our feelings for so long that it even surprises us and maybe even annoy us a little that when our body, that is design to do nothing but experience feelings and sensations, betray us and we show that........we are HUMAN after all.

Hang in there.

I'm witnessing my Granny slowly sleep away from a distance and she is the most precious person on Earth to me and I can't be there whenever I want to because we live so far away from each other.

That's why the actions of some aren't surprising to me since I know that we are all fighting challenges that not everyone knows about and we express our feelings in ways that may or may not be positive to all.

We may take out our fears and anger on others or even project our own insecurities on others.

It may seem like no one truly gives a fuck, but maybe no one knows or knows how to react to the pain of another. That too is all too.................HUMAN.

Sorry to hear about your Grandmother, but cut yourself some slack. Everybody needs to let loose every now and then, there is certainly no crime in that. 🍷