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i just looked at some picture's of my mom
it made me miss her so much my heart is
hurting really bad i miss her that much
even though she'll be gone going on 5 years in july it still feels like yesterday she passed away
after she passed things for me was really hard to handle it took me a long time to stop hurting and crying.
i still dream about her being here with me telling me everything will be ok that she will always be with me in my heart and mind cause i cant seem to stop thinking about her all the time.

when i was a young girl i knew there was something differant about me that was very dark but i did'nt understand about it..i knew i had my friends that no one but me could see they were always around me whispering things in my ears but i ignored it cause i was just to young to know what was going on with me..and then when i was alot older it only gotten much worse.
but i never told my family about it cause i knew they would'nt understand me..so the voices only got much darker telling me things that no one would want to know even showing me deadly dark image's that stayed with me throughout my adult hood i just acted like nothing was going on all i wanted was to be normal but i knew that would'nt happen.
as i gotten much older i started hearing and seeing alot more then anyone could ever understand i live my life the best that i can not allowing anything to bother me like it use to.