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Yet other thing Died that i loved. even it was only a guinea pig peolpe say, but what peolpe dont know is that i love all my animals as thought they where my childern. and yes i loved my little piggy. i miss her when i go to sherrys house to see them. well now that i have the male here it is not soo bad. i got the call around noon mrs. betty was crying and she told me that our piggy passed away, sherry came down the stairs and talk to me she came and pick me up. sherry, mrs betty, and i bruned her out in the back yard. after we put her in the ground it stared to rain that was Friday im still sad that i dont have her any more and but she is not any more pain...

well i called it off...

and you lie to me one to many times....

You told me that i was the only one for you....

I live there with you from my friends and family....

You came here to be with me for what 2 weeks...

You went back to see how your father was doing....

You said that you would be back in 4 days not to worried....

You told me that i could call you when ever that i want to...

4 days later you told me that you could not come back right then....

that hurt but i got over it....

Then you said that you will be here on the 1st of this month...

The 1st came aroung we fought....

We broke up that killed me...

We got back togearther ever think was good...

So I thougt...

2 days later we fought again...

You broke up with me again...

I took you back...

Stupid on my part....

But love is blind...

4 days go by we fought yet again about you come here...

That same day I took you back...

Yet stupit again on my part...

Monday you said that you would be here Tuseday....

Monday nite you said that you where going to take the 1010 bus and be here at 4...

Tuseday no phone call saying that you left...

11:30 you are online...

You at the bus station and you will be here at 4...

Tuseday at 5:00 no call from you saying that you are here to come and get you...

Wensday no call no Pm no nothing...

Was this all the Lie...

did you feed me a lie for...

so you could go back and not hurt me...

I will never know...

i hate the nite thing hunte me when im sleeping i wake up no one to be there no one to tell me that is ok when i have a night mere just me in a cold sweat no is there to tell me tha it is just a dream and everthing is going to alright. no one to tell me that there are there for me. i just wake up and no one. you have left me. and now im here by muself yet again life like to play with me im tryed of being stong im tryed of running to my friends when something does not go right i just of once now that it is going to be alright i just want someone by myside and to stay by myside i just want to know what the hell did i do wrong i had to do something wrong yet again what this is the 3rd one this year it has to be me it cant just be them why does all the men in my life leave me when i need them the most im just tryed of tring to be stong when i had engought of it and i wish i could sleep and stay a sleep i want to drink the pain away but like they say it will only come back to me i want to hide but it keeps finding me i dont know where to go and what to do im going to keep running from it untill i fine something eles better to do