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Man.... I want for this realship to work out.... I really do. He has my heart and my soul. Yes I know what would peolpe think about him he is in a wheelchair. I dont care about that i care about the person sitting in that wheelchair. I love him sooo much that i can not but it into worlds... you see love means alot of things.... If you look it up in a dictionary it says.... Love: intens affection for athother arising without kinship or person ties; a stong feeling of attraction resulting from a sexual desire, but you have to think. I think that there is more to it then that i think that there are stages to Love. like stages in you life. well it is like loving you family but u would not love your lover loke loving you family or you friends you would not love your friend like you love your family or you lover and where in the hell was i going with this i have know idea lol i hate when i do that!

All I was trying to do was sit down and relax after work. I had to put the truck away at work therefore I was really sleepy when I came home. I went to sleep not long just like two hours. In that time, my brother had cooked but of course he made a mess. What is new? Kayla, his girlfriend, cleaned it up most likely. He asked me to put the dishes away. I said that I would but I was distracted by a movie. He came back in and said what I thought was “Are you going to put them away?” and I said yes, but really what he said was “Did you put them away?” so I got yelled at about that too. Got called a whore, which is not true. So I got up and put them away. I was hurting really bad so I went to soak in the bathtub in hot water thinking that would help. It seemed to so I got out and went into my bedroom in just in a towel. I told my b/f that I was going to go to bed and that for him to call tomorrow. John comes busting into my bedroom ordering me to take out the trash. I told him that I couldn’t do it right at that second because I wasn’t dressed, but when I did get dressed, I would bring it out. He kept yelling at me so I told him no that I would not do it so he grabbed me by my throat and said, “Yes you are because I don’t want to deal with this shit tonight.” I told Sherry that I was walking to her house but she picked me up on the road.

Well the other day I got a new puppy. She is very beautiful. She is only six weeks old. Her name is Bella. Bella is a mixed breed. Her Father was a Chihuahua, and her mother was a Dachund. lol I know what a combo! She has the body of the Dachund and the legs of the Chihuahua. As soon as I get my filmed developed, I will try to put some pictures on my portfolio. She and the cat (Jeffery) get along great. It is so cutie when they play together. I also have my mom’s dog, Tessa, which is a Rottweiler. She is going to be 2 on the 25th of Feb. It is cutie to watch this little three-pound puppy take on a 75 pound Rotty and scare her. lol Yes, I have a good bit of pets here in this house. We have 4 dogs, 3 cats, 1 guinea pig (Mo Joe), and some fish. I love every one of them!