It's going to belong drive but it'll be worth it haven't been back since Oma passed away taking someone's advice about the basement got get wood for all the fireplaces its going to be long couple of days
After work I'm off on a 19 hour drive to see what can be done about getting things set up at the house no electricity no running water just well candles and oil lamps so much to do
COMMENTS
That sounds like the ideal house that a vampyre would enjoy an move into an rest, relax, and meditate. I love candles an those old fashioned oil lamps get the water up an working and set up a free WiFi station in the basement floor. That is what I would do if it was my house. I know everyone else is different.
I hope that your journey on these things go well
I was there after my accident I was there long time I loved it for ur comments
Feeling completely free not being judged for what I feel.its like being wrapped up in a warm blanket with no fear I'm truly forever greatful
COMMENTS
That good to hear
Well, that is a good start! Bravo
Being loner sucks but I don't fit in anywhere maybe it's better that way the one friend I had she's scared to be around me after what happen but one door closes another one opens
COMMENTS
Being alone will cause damage sooner or later.Take it from someone who has personal experience.
Id say the same as the one above.
It all ready has done damage I've been alone most my life untill recently its a lot of change at one time but ty for comments it's appreciated
Yes at times being alone can do some permanent damage
I been alone for 22 years no true love in my life no safe haven to go to. Not sure if any signs of damage that I am aware of.
Me too i have also been alone most of my life so i can relate..
Every one has a story me u everyone eles some write about it some talk about it every one is different I'm very open mind person I've never judged anyone never will
COMMENTS
That is so very true some good an some not so good but, we have to stand up open our mind, hearts, and mouths to be heard loud and clear.
I'm just having one of those days I just don't care easy come easy go I'm easy going person things that should bother me don't is what it is
Just enjoying the peace and quiet. I enjoy getting lost in my thoughts sitting by the fire place staring into the fire
COMMENTS
Don't sitting a daydream of becoming a pyromaniacs! Lol (Side Note: I hope you see the humor behide this!)
Lol I do ty
Find myself attracted to someone its not sexual its like this pull and I to avoid it but the pull is so strong I don't know what to do about it. I can't just come out say it to that person I just don't know
COMMENTS
Hope you can figure out your problem soon.As for me I don;t get this often if ever cause i don't really ever feel attracted to anyone,or even allow myself to care too much about others,cause that leads to heartbreak.
Know that feeling....
It work it self out
I have had a few pulls but nothing major came of it oh well back to the old fishing pond as I say! Lol
I did something out of grief and anger now I'm like this beacon there's no turning it off what have I done
People can be so hateful I'm at peace with myself I've got my good and bad days wish I more people to talk to but it is what it is I truly enjoy the conversations I have with people I'm not normal I have my secrets that I live with that's ok but if u want chat be my guess u feel alone I'm here ur pissed off I'm here friend will always be there no matter what
COMMENTS
I feel the emotion an power that came off of this message. We all could use a friend in need is a friend indeed. That is a saying I remember an believe in.
Don't let them people get to you
Packing up moving so much happening at one time I'm excited about the move traveling back forth has been crazy
I've found someone I can have conversation with its never been easy for me share with anyone I'm really excited about it
COMMENTS
congrats on that. it is always nice to find someone that will just listen and be able to have a nice conversation with
Ty
That good to hear
I have decision to make I was told I really don't have choice come freely or by force it was decided before she died I don't have the knowledge she had I don't know I have few hours I don't know
I just want it end there's no end in sight people judging others u are u to judge
COMMENTS
Don't end it. If you do then they know that they won and they was able to defeat you
My dreams are so jumbled and confusing dreams seem so real right now I feel so alone no one around me understands they think I'm crazy I don't know I'm just going to sit with my thoughts
I lost a dear friend a couple days ago I held her hand she was my best friend she said death is only the beginning I will miss her
COMMENTS
:(
You should have tryed harder to save her. Taken ones life is a sin.
She died of cancer if I could have changed places with her I would
thats not nice DT.
It's all good I know I did everything i could not even with spellsi other thing from her book could save her people can say very hurtful thing but that's on them
I am truly sorry I had no idea that she had cancer. It's sad an hard to lose someone that your cared for or loved from this disease. I hope that a cure is found in time. I too have sit an watched it take countless lives in a short period of time.
I lost my mom my dad my dear friend it hurts like hell not being able to fix it
I'm sorry for your loss
COMMENTS
-