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Sun burns like ashes from fire,

The cold night is the moon power

My life has been frozen

Within time that stops



I feel so much pain

And it hurts alot

The ashes turn black

Covering my naked body

Making me a monster

That's so strange.



I feel my breath become short

I felt like I ran alot

But I knew what I ran from

It was from school

And People who wanted to hurt me



I became a creature

Ones that howl under the moon

Everything was going black

There was no light



If you think it's color rainbow

In my life

Than you have it wrong

I'm in the sink

Going to the sea with my pain



I'll drown in the ocean

Because I won't be able to breath

Isn't that sad

Or it is just me



See those with riches

They don't have to work for their life

I have to work for mine

And it's fucked up inside

I'm screaming in my head



And I feel so much

And I live like this

I'll go insane

I see them stare

With cold gazes on me



I want the world at piece

But my grades are in dirt

And soon my body will be

I'm in hell

And there's no heaven for me.

I walked through the hall

In my mini skirt and low cut top,

The boys were staring

But I just ignored them.



Then two that I thought were my friends

They started to grope me,

I told them to cut it out

But they said that I tease to much



I told them that I didn't care

And they said that I'm to learn a lesson

They dragged me to a closet

And I tried to get away.



They started to strip me naked

And I cried and screamed

But everyone was in classes

They made sure nothing was on me



I was exposed naked,

They stroked my body

Touching me in places I didn't want them to

They had fun, doing it too



They laughed and one of them raped me

First is one and the other joined

I cried and screamed the whole time

This was the worse thing that happen to me



I cried and when they were done

They lefted out the door

I slid down and cried

Trying to get dress.



I couldn't believe it

Had just happen to me,

And I was a virgin too

And now I don't want a man's touch at all

And everyone knows why!