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I hate the bullshit that other people had to go through in the past. Im talking about domistic abuse rape and shit like that. I wuish there was a better way to control the shit that happens like that. Like if someone is convicted of the crime, instint death. No trial, no prison time, just blow their brains out right there on the spot. Im tired of that shit always happening on our streets and nothing being done bout it. One of these days. Someone is going to have to put a stop to all the shit like that that happens. Someone does or its going to start to rage outta control. I just dont get where guys think that beating on women or childeren make them men. More like fucking pussies to me. Hitting women and childeren cause of something small. DEATH to them all. But thats all I have on that for now. Trust me there will be more to come on this subject.

Just another military day. We did pt but we snuck out 30 minutes early lol then we had to sort through military manuals all damn day. Of course i was working my ass off and txting at the same time, they dont like it they can kiss my ass. And then got off early yay but thats all for today Laters

This is strange. One of my friends that i have been tal;king on here for since I first made my first profile asked me when my divorce was going to be done with so that she could be with me. Its werid cause she is only a friend and i told her i already have someone waiting on me. SShe got kinda upset but she understood.

I want to thank my closest friend for always being there even though we went through so much together as a couple anbd as friends. Now she and i are closer than ever and i like it that way. She has and more than likely will help me through tough time s and i will do the same for her the best that i can. She knows that i am here for her and i know she is here for me. I am so damn glad i met her when i was in the second grade i dont think i would have made it this far in life with out her. Love ya sis

I found out today that it could take from one to the maximum of 2 monthes for me to be officially divorced from the gold digging lying soon to be ex wife of mine thank god

well it turns out that hopefully my soon to be ex wife has wanted a divorce about as long as me and she didnt tell me until bout a hour ago and now i am going to be free soon YAY than k god but now i have an ass load of paper work to mdo to get it all done blah

Is it common to feel what another person feels that you are really close to cause i feel it everyday. And yet i want to tell this person how i feel bout them but for some reason i cant. But ni think she knows. And i want her to tell me how she feels bout me but i understand if she cant or doesnt want to. But i am not going to tell her unless she wants to know. But other than that, I can feel the frustrations and anger pains and happiness that the person i am connected to feels. some times itsd werid but im use to it i have felt it all my life and now i understand why i feel it so much.

You see I have made my mind up. I am leaving my wife and am going to wait till I find someone that I know I can trust to love me and not love me for what I make. You see I should have listened to my closest friend for whom I have known my entire life prety much. She knows me better than I know myself sometimes. In some mysteris way we have always been connected. I want to find someone like her but that will never happen. All I know right now is that if I have to wait to be happy. Then I will and as long as she is my closest friend and is happy with what she has. Then I will be there. I am like a brother to her and she a sister. People dont know the kinda connection we share. It is stronger than ever at this point in time and will never again be broken. I will stand by her till the day i breathe my last breathe. As a friend and a brother. Cause i know sher will do the same for me as well.

But now back to my wife. Asd said inmy recent entry. All she does in complain about my family and want money. Plus I dont think she likes me talking to my closest friend very much. Oh well too bad for her.Not to mention Im losing my eye sight and the docters say that Im pretty much going blind with no idea on when I am suppose to be completely blind. Could be tommarrow could be next week next month or next year. Wont find out for a couple weeks from now. Hopefully no time soon. but that is all for now.

I am going to be leaving my wife mcause all she ever wants lately is more money and im not even allowed to talk to female friends of mine. She doesnt even like my family please i dont even feel like i should feel for her so yeah hopefully ill be with out her soon enough