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Wow what you find out about people. One friend tries to get you to talk 5o someone else. And when i do my friends has one of her guy friends call the person i am talking to and tell her that he has a bad feeling about me and the guy doesnt even know me. So someone may want to tell me whats going on before i completely lose it and start taking care of things my way and losing friends like i have done in the past because i think that someone is jealous now that she sees i am interested in her friend and not because her friend is like her. But because she is independent and always puts her family first and seems never to turn her back on her friends as well. If you do have a comment bout this entry please do add it so that you can get your angry out toward me. All angrer is to me is nothing but words and emotion. LATERS!!!!!

Why does it always seem that i am the one to be left behind or thrown aside when not wanted. It always seemsd to hapen to me. One of my friends seems to always do it with out relizing what shes doing. But thats ok cause i dont like it and i am use to it happening to me so much that i may just disappear till i am really needed. Yet too many people will miss me so i cant do that which sucks because every now and then i have to disappear to get everything in my mind back to normal which is what i must do here very very soon So if i end up staying silent to anyt of my friends you will now know why. Thank you.

Well to start Merry Christmas to all who celebrate it. An d my family is driving me insane. I come home to see them but they dont get how i want to hangout with my friends as well. And then i want to hang out with a really really close friend but it seems that they think they can still run my life. Which is going to end soon cause i have the power to go where ever i want. But yeah. I am so damn bored and pissed at them they dont even know it. But for now that will be it. LATERS

You see, when people lie or cheat on my friends, well that just pisses me off and yet i try to stay calm and not say anything but my frinends know me too well to ask me what i think and yet i try to stsy quiet. but i have this feeling that i may not be able to do that for much longer cause the more i hold back. the stronger the anger will nbecopme and the more i will want to release it in a not so nice way. But for now i will let it build to the breaking point. And there is only ONME person in this world that will be able to stop it from happening and she knows who she is.