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People just need to learn to read and to leave my shit alone.

It's almost been a year and yet sometimes at night I still reach for you...wonder when it will stop

4ish weeks until California trip but until then the weekends are packed



High School grad the 5th for one of my nieces,



Birthday parties the 6th, 7th, 12th, and 16th and need to celebrate the 3 we are going to miss the 2 weeks we are gone



Family reunion is the weekend of the 18th but we are only staying for the event at the house and taking off after the BBQ that night.



Oh and my damn doctor appointment - need to fit that in there to see if I can figure out what is causing all of my pain. Hoping nothing too serious but it's goin on 6 months and I finally asked my parents for financial help so I could go since I am still waiting to see if I will randomly be drawn for Oregon health plan.



Somehow I manage but it is gettig to the point where somedays anytime I move I am in constant pain and it's only getting worse

Two days at the coast and I am a little less stressed then I have been...it's kinda nice but I know it won't last.



Good news is I have someone I can work out a deal for a car :) I have a little for a down payment and will work of the rest by babysitting her two kids when she needs it. and it was all brought up in a roundabout way when I mentioned she could drop her kids off anytime during the week because I wasn't going to be going anywhere because I didn't have a car at my disposal.

It's that moment where I feel like a little kid again but instead of a book and flashlight buried with in my sleeping bag it's my cell phone





Decided to crash my parents vacation on the beautiful Oregon coast- our camp site is beachside and it's been wonderful so far



only downside...sharing a tent with them and my nephew - oh well the price for a little peace

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Zilaheteb
21:35 May 24 2010

Have fun!!

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Call in a drunk driver to be a good citizen and get notified you have a warrant out for your arrest from a DUI from 4 years ago that you thought was taken care of





*not me*

It's funny that those things that us kids did that got on your nerves seem so cute when your grandchildren do them

it is one of those days where I want to tell certain members of my family to go to hell. Or I need to get a hog farm...yeah I am liking the hog farm idea, but then I would need a barn- the one with the hooks dangling from the ceiling, blood splattered floors, and the chair bolted down in the middle of the room and straps.



My sister and her kids just moved over to where we are from Idaho and are driving me insane. I didn't realize how...I want to say damaged but it's not quite the right term.



They play all of us against one another and I am not talking the normal play one against the other...but telling lies that could get someone in major trouble if they opened their mouths to the wrong person. And I know they are lies because they have told me one thing and then in front of someone else when they don't think I can hear will tell them something else.



They have no respect for any of us here nor do they appreciate the fact that we have gone over the top to make sure that they have what they need even though none of us can afford to.



There is some other stuff going on too but it just irks me when people aren't grateful for what they are given and what they have.

I just want to strangle people today. Well not just today I have been feeling this way for a while. I am tired of people who are "it's all about me and screw you" when I do so much for you...and I get nothing in return other than you act like I don't know what I am talking about.



The ungrateful people who see it as their due or complain when something hasn't happened the way they wanted it to and they have done nothing themselves to change or even aid the process to make it go their way.



If you want to change something change it. If you want something to go your way then do it, don't expect others to do it for you. If you say you are going to do something then do it...and do it the right way the first time then I wouldn't have to nag on you.



Ask instead of demand would be nice...or even expect us to drop everything for you. You may be family but my life doesn't revolve around you and I don't like being the bad guy...but if you want to be treated like an adult then act like one



I so cannot wait until the extra family living here is gone

I forgot how much I love this movie. My nephew dragged it out here to watch and then abandoned me to his choo choos.



It brings back so many memories of my childhood and the dreams I used to have about life.



Wicked Witch of the West: And now, my beauties, something with poison in it, I think. With poison in it, but attractive to the eye, and soothing to the smell. Poppies... Poppies. Poppies will put them to sleep. Sleeeeep. Now they'll sleeeeep!



Of course that is how I feel right now. Like I am asleep in a field of poppies waiting to be awakened once more.

My oldest sister is a...



well I will be nice and won't say anything but jeez if you have 6 people going 500 miles to help you move and when they arrive to move you- you would think you would be like you said.



But nope nothing packed so people have to drive home today and then again next weekend to really move you. WTF? Cause gas isn't cheap you know.



*rolls eyes* I mean i am happy that you are making this move and stuff don't get me wrong. You need the change and time to decide what you want to do