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TO FEEL YOUR HANDS UPON MY BODY,

ANUBISAURA,

TO FEEL YOUR MANHOOD DEEP INSIDE MY DEEP CAVEREN,

ANIBUSAURA.

DEEP EMOTIONS, DEEP HUNGER,

ANIBUSAURA.

FLESH T FLESH,

ANIBUSAURA.

OH!!! MY LOVE, HOW U MAKE ME MOAN IN ECSTACY,

ANIBUSAURA.

I DRINK OF YOU!! HOW SWEET IS THE TASTE, THE EXCTMENT,THE PASSION.

ANUBISAURA.

YOU DRINK OF ME!!!! I CRY OU IT PURE RHAPSODY!!!,

MY ANUBISAURA!!!!!

NO CONTOL OF OUR HANDS OR MINDS,

ANUBISAURA...

OHHHHHH I DESIRE YOU EVEN MORE, MY LOVE, YES , YES, YES, PURE EROTIC PLEASURE.

ANUBISAURA.

YOUR BLOOD IN MINE, MINE IN YOURS,

ANIBUSAURA!!!!!

I LOVE THEE AND ONLY THEE MY LOOOOOOOVVVEEE!!!!!!

im still sitting here lonley at my place in eau claire. waiting for my love to finally come home to me. i hve never been so emotional then i have been now. so ddep in love am i that reality is subconsence to me. eric come home.. com home like you promised. my love died for 2 hours in the hospital i found out. my life could have not gone on without him. he told me aftr 4 days of not calling me . oh,how i love thee.. never think, not een for a moment that i do not. i have waited for thee for a long time and i still wait for thee.. i llove you eric, i have since i was 16 and now being 25 i sill love you.

oh, so much sorrow and pain.. darkness keeps slippng in on me.starting to overwhelm my every hope and dream and desire. longing for all to end. slipping away deeper and deeper into the vast darkness. waiting for so so long to be loved unconditionally. is unconditional love even real? why so much pain and hurting if its love. wanting to be wanted, needing to be loved. not only in my mind, in flesh. comforting touches. skin on skin. hand in hand.. crying all in vain. i dont understand . praying just for the strength to stand. my heart says i am made for you. aaaarrgh such pain and hurt inside.. why.... why....why.

yeah i know i havnt written in awhile so now i need to catch up a bit. met Lenoresprettycorpse, she is awesome!! its nice to finally meet someone cool and in eau claire.. cant wait to hang out again sometime.. I am still waiting for mylover to come back home to me.I miss him so. tryin to fnd a job in this hell hole town is so hard!!!! doesnt help that the bus system sucks here either when your car is broken down.. wish i had the money to be a premium member.. good price, just no money!!! premium profiles rock!!! im still depressed.. hate the warm then coldweather shit we havebeen havin here. CALGON TAKE ME AWAY!!!LMAO.. ok.. ive probubly bored you by now.. sorry..

yay i finally have pics on here.. i am sooo excited.. everything i think and hope is looking up now.. had a kinda rough night last night,, i love my boo so much.. wheeeeeee

well , i finally met a new friend off of here. it is soo coll actually meeting someone.. dont worry redeemer.. its a female.. anyways, we are about to take some new pics so i can actually have a pic or two or three on my profile and maybe my portfolio.. i am glad to announce that me and my love are once again at an understanding with eachother.. i love my redeemer!!!!!! very much and ill love him always and my love will never die for him no matter what~~~

well i finally got my hair dyed the color i love. it is black with darkblue highlights. i am not doing so well today.i am caught in a whirlwind of emotions that i have never felt before. Finally i thought i was happy. for the rest of my existance, but it was all shatterd. a broken glass is what i feel like. shards of my heart all strewn around. my heart shall never be whole again without the one who stole my heart. my heart was ripped out and kicked and stomped on. why can't i just get him out of my mind ? why am i still in love with him? I MISS HIM SO MUCH! i waited and waited only to find out what a fool i had been. to believe he really loved me. Im not sure how much longer i will be on the rave. this is my only love now. i am lost.

I know this is a poem, but i need this to be here also.. i amy not be on here much longer , for the words of the one who i thought loved me have cut me so deep, i shall never believe the words I LOVE YOU EVER AGIAIN.





"V"""V"





thoughts racing through my head,

wondering if the life inside me is dead.

Needing care, not all fucking confusion

so , so confused. easily confused.

not knowing what to do anymore

all shit, complete pain.

Feeling alone

alone in this cruel world.

World crumbling like never before.

Feelings, such strong feelings for th eone I love

heart is dying

GOD!!! Trying to cry out!!!!

Cries are all in vain.

Tears flowing like rain

shaking like an earthquake

the word love is so vague to me now

I want to believe in it

NEVER AGAIN!!!

Afraid to ever speak or believe in it again