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i'm tired of people telling me to grow up

i'm smarter than them

i fen for myself

they should grow up

cuz there life sucks

i'm tierd of hereing them say

you need to grow up on day

cause theres nothing wrong with me

i don't want to fall in line

its a waist of my time

so they can all fad away

cuase i'm fine today

don't feal like hering it.

just wish they shut up

and stop acting go stuck up.

this is my life not theres

i'm tired of people telling me to grow up

if i close my eyes i'm in a bad world

when i open my eyes its even worst

i don't understand why i'm this way

i just know i am

my soul is scared

just like my heart

but i wont talk

about that

yes you may stab me in the back

for lack

of your own self control

i don't feel anything

i feel everything

you can love me

i dont want you to

you can hate me

but i dont want you too

i may be living

but i shouldn't be

Lay down inside your happy denial. You’ll live in your daze of sadness and loneliness let them tare you down and kick you when you down. You just sit and cry so hard maybe you should just die and stop acting like your happy. You ware this mask to hide form them because your scared they’ll hate you if they know how you really are, but didn’t you know they already hated you lost child. Yes you’re happy or at least you wish you were your lost in your own denial. You’re jaded and faded lost and confused. And I wish I could help you.

I know you here the whispers in your head, I know you fill it inside. Don’t lie to me tonight don’t lie because I fill it too. I fill it tare and rip the way it hurts you the way it burns through your veins how every word made you bleed more than any knife could even though they said you couldn’t fill the burn. But I know you do don’t ask me how just trust me when you hear my heart and the way I scream “I won’t hurt you, I’ll always be with you forever. I can fill it burning in my veins” It’s so hard to see when your eyes are closed its hard to speak when your mouth is sowed closed.