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for any one how wishes to know me here i go. my name is Latifah i hate my life. i live with my mom and my "dad"s on drugs and could almost not care less about me and my younger brother and sister and i havent seen nor heard from my real dad sice i was a baby.

i have a older half brother but he didn't know he was my brother untill he was 16 he's 24 now. i and my brother HAD a " wird relationship" to put in a way were i don't fill sick for what we did but at the time i had no clue he was my brother.

i think i'm pritty normal exapt for being a perve (which isn't normal for a girl... i think) i draw to get my fealings out i write alot of poems and i am very artistic anotgher thing that makes me kinda wird is that i love talking about death and pain along wih hate and suffering. but i know theres a bright side to life i just can't find it.

i think every one hates me. but that cant be true pluse thats childish to think that but i cant help it. i do hate lots of people for stupid reasons but its only to protect (sp?) myself. i'v been hurt alot in the past but who hasn't getting hurts part of being alive.

i am a real vampier for those who believe. i had my "awakining" like when i was 12. if you don't belive in real vampiers than i guess i'm just wird to you.yes it is a young age to figur somthing out like that but i'm very wise for my age i have the brain of like a 40 year old and i didn't say that every bodey else tells me that. i do belive i an beyond my yrears kinda smart but not that far.

at one point in my life i had a boyfriend and i did (i think) loved him if i know the meaning of that. but we broke up because my mother (evil son of a bitch...that i love) made me. but i'm cool with that i just have to cover my tracs better when it comes to that area of my stupid teen life mayde one day find one she likes (keep dreaming).

i go to school at ucs and love it and i hope one day to make close for some were like hottopic becaus i'm good at it or make anima or games. or write novels i'm really good with that. but if that fails i always have the option of drawing grapic porn. should it, not. but will i? proble.

well thats all i can think of at this moment peac out till later

i draw alot and i draw what i fill and no one knows how i fill cuse they really don't care, and they dont lisson to any thing that comes out of my outh if its not "important" to them. so when they look at my pics and see all the blood, violence and sexual themes (all to gether at times) they ask" whats wrong with you" "are you ok" and little stupid things like that. it really pisses me off. they think sonthings wrong with me just because i dont fake my live and hide my emotions. if i wanted some one to die i'm going to write about it, draw there death, and show it to them if i don't like the pirson i'm not going to smile in there face and spit on there back. i'm going to spit in there face. in fack the world would most likely be a better place if people were true to there emotions insted of hiding them. if more poeple did that (and lisson to each other) there wouldint be so many kids like me killing there selfs or shooting up there schools.