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everyday I hide these scars from your glare

I know you don’t suspect a thing its just your stare

I’ve hide this secret for way to long I cant handle it anymore

but between telling you and keeping this secret im tore

I don’t want you to know....but yet I do

I don’t know who to trust anymore...just who

I cant believe you never noticed my arms are never bare

even though you don’t know it feels like all you is stare

stare Wright though me Wright at my scars

I no if you knew id be treated as some wacko from mars

I don’t no how much longer I can hide this

even though I no you’ll be so damn pissed

I want to tell you but I cant....why cant you see

why cant you see just what’s wrong with me

why cant you see just who I am

why when were on the phone I scream in pain damn

and this is where I’m stuck between telling you and not

like my life’s one big story that I don’t know the plot

I ask myself why dose it have to be this way

suicide thought run though my head every day

when that razor cuts and the blood runs everything is fine

but when I go one day without saying im ok would be lien

so until I can tell you all my inner demons

you can just keep believing

believing this lie that I have made

I don’t understand why it cant stay

stay hidden forever deep inside of me

why cant it just leave and let me be

this lie that is now more than a lie its my life

what keeps Me up. In my hand a knife

so once more I will lie

Until one day i decied to die.

He asked her to stop cutting herself but she wouldn’t

Only because she knows she couldn’t

He got so mad...just said whatever

She got upset that they couldn’t be together

She picked up the knife and walked towards him

She was gonna slice every limb

He cried "Please no...Don’t do this....you no you shouldn’t"

But of all this things she was gonna do..listin to him she wouldn’t

She got so close to him he was up against the wall

She brought the knife up SLICE she watched the blood fall

He stared in shock and horror he couldn’t believe she did it

He thought to himself I don’t want to admit it

Puddles of blood now around his feet

Dark crimson red feel oh so neat

She feel to the ground knife in her hand

She heard noise she looked all around

He looked as if he was about to cry

Because this would be there final goodbye

She looked in his eyes he looked so pissed

All because she had just slit her wrist

why do you get so mad at me

why do you care cant you just let me be

I no your my best friend that is true

but between you and me I don’t know what to do

I try to explain why I do all of this

but your reaction just makes me so pissed

you say I do it for atteion nothing more

and when you said this my heart it just tore

I don’t cut just so you could no

I new once you found out you'd want to go

but to my surprise your gonna stay

I don’t know how you put up with me day after day

I don’t know why I’m you friend when I ask you don’t reply

and with this I start to cry

I think your thinking twice about us being friends

I hope im not wearing out like some old fashion trend

everyone says that we will be best friends forever

that we will probably even go to the same collage together

I used to believe this but im not so sure anymore

I hope to you im not just some bore

I wanna ask you all these questions ask you why

but im afraid the answer will make me wanna cry

im afraid you’ll say I don’t like you why don’t you just leave

when I think about you I just want to heave

knowing you this would be a joke. Some twisted lie

but by then it’ll be to late ill have done said goodbye