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When all has gone down in peril, how could you come out alive and alright? My parents think they know me but they don't. They are the destroyers of happiness and life. They made me feel like I was nothing, and that I'd be better off dead. It became to much for me, so I tried to kill myself many times in my life. Obviously I am alive since I am typing this, but I am still unhappy.My parents have been divorced ever since I was one. My dad practically ignores me and is not a part of my life. My mom is a manipulative narcissist. It's like it is all about her. She lies right in front of me to other people. Mostly about what I've done. She frames me if it benefits or satisfies her. She is good as dead to me. She is only food, a roof over my head and clothing. I try to get away from her but she always finds a way to force me to interact with her. She lies to doctors and police about things. She makes me tense up whenever she is around. When she is, I feel afraid and unsafe. I don't want to live with them anymore because I can not take all of the yelling and manipulation. I don't want to go into foster care. I want to live with my partner and their family but she would never allow that. She thinks that she is my savior but she is not. She is extremely hypocritical and unforgiving. My partners family understand me and love me like I am one of their own, because I am. My mom tells people to shut up and listen to her. She refuses to hear things that she does not like. She is immature really. She says I have all of these "problems" and that I'm "crazy". I want to cut her out of my life forever but she has me in a cage. I am afraid everyday because of her. I am scared as I write this. I just want to be at peace for once and be in a place where people won't hurt me anymore.

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Alexandrdragon
08:45 Sep 19 2016

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