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Another thing that's been on my mind is that I am really really tring very hard to stop biting my nails! It has been a habbit I gave to myself when I traded sucking on my fingers for bitting my nails in first grade because I was afraid I would accidently start doing it in class. I told myself that I wanted a 'normal' habbit and so started biting my nails. Countless times I tried and failed at breaking the habbit, even tried to become addicted to tobacco (luckly it didnt work). But this time its different. My boyfriend said something the other day that really struck me, all animals have claws its for the most basic tool for self defence. I now believe that 'government' (which is the word I use for what ever is really trying to control our lives) has put this idea in 'the air' for all to grab at. Its another small thing that gives them just that little bit more power, the kind of little thing that has big side effects. This world really is an asylum they are trying to cage our lives and strip our souls. Us not having this little tool starts with giving more power to the police, our instincs to scratch fail us so we feel the need to call for help in situations we shouldnt normally have to.

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DarkMuse
23:54 Oct 12 2012

I use to bite my nails for years, started

out when I was a child, was nervous, but when

I got older, I was so ashamed of how my nails

looked, that one day I just stopped biting

them cold turkey, and never did it again. I like

my nails longish, and painting them at times.



It can be done, you just have to have the will power....good luck:)

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I've realized a few things that I cant believe hadnt come to my mind sooner. First of all, musical artists! Why the hell am I stealing music by taking videos from youtube, copying my friends music onto my computer, copying library cds to my computer, etc? All I am doing is turning these talented persons into slaves to their alternative trades. I dont want my favorite artists to do all this work and put out the music I cant live without now that I have it, just to continue sacrificing their lives to society just like a normal unskilled worker because its not their cds that sell, because of the stealing of music, its the concert tickets that get them the money. They have to keep working when they shouldnt have to, because they decided to do something special with their lives and not be contolled by somone else's business, but they are being controled by the fans who demand performances. Sure not everyone steals music and even with the stealing they are still living in mansions, but they deserve it because they were smart enough to break the chains that society tries to put on them.