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Seriously dont know where to start when it comes to this long fucking vent, but I need to do it before I stab someone repeatedly with the first god damn blunt object I can find. I guess I'll start here with the fact that the holidays havent been the same since my little brother died in a car accident, in which my selfish and pathetic parents use as a fuckin scapegoat for pity, when in truth they dont even fucking care about any of their kids and most likely never have, or if they have cared, never shown it the correct way. Im married now, and I have a child of my own, shes 5 years old, and I have help from just my wife, but since I live with my parents, I'd be nice to have help from them as well, since they love to brag and talk out of their ass saying they do to other people. But in reality, all they do is leave us home for hours on end, barely watch her for me and my wife to go out ourselves, and for fuck sake, even let her sit in shit and piss until Im able to clean it up. Its disgusting how people are these days, even if you known them all your life. And with all this bullshit, I seriously think the only reason I look forward to any holiday, is because of my daughter & wife, fuck everyone else.

So I broke my fuckin knuckle by punching a wall, yay me, prolly shouldn't have used my right hand... have to be gimpy for the next few weeks, and no video games either :(

Being sick for the past few days is so fun, been sleeping like a rock, lack of energy, the usual, feeling a bit better though.