A boy came to her locker,
Telling her to wait at the cliff,
Saying that he wanted to give her,
Her very first kiss.
But when it was after school,
And she went to the cliffs,
She waited for hours,
And he never showed.
She knew that he lied,
And she started to cry,
Like she was some sick game,
That the boys love to play.
It hurt her badly,
And she had screamed highly,
She stood at the cliffs,
And looked at the water.
She knew that death waited her,
She hoped someone would stop her,
But no one help her,
Because they thought her strange.
It made her more upset,
So she ended her life,
With a final jump,
Diving into the cold water.
It wasn't until two days later,
That the polices found her,
She was reported a good girl,
And a smart girl.
But the student body,
Felt bad to have done that to her,
Even the boy that played her,
And now he suffered.
When I know I'm right,
She likes to shoot me down,
Making me feel like dirt,
And that I'm worth nothing.
When I smile with happiness,
She yells and screams at me,
Saying that I can't work anything out,
That I was meant to die.
When I do things right,
She tells me,
That I'm so stupid,
And retarded like I was raised.
When I prove that she's a bitch,
She slapped me across the face,
Telling me that she does better than me,
Than she says that I'm nothing but a mole.
She always hurts me,
And doesn't give to shits about me,
But she is related to me,
Because she is my bitchy young sister,
Named Tiffany.
Death has me in his grip,
And I quite escape,
Lingering in the air,
With my feet off the ground.
I could feel my body struggling,
In Death's grasps,
And my lungs struggling to breath,
But his hand gripped tighter on my neck.
I felt my eyes water,
As tears streamed down my cheeks,
But I kept on struggling,
Trying to get out of his hold.
Death laughs at me,
And tells me,
"It's useless, you are meant to die."
I screamed in my head.
I repeated to myself,
"No, That isn't true."
But he just told me,
That it must be this way.
As my lungs struggled for breath,
And I knew that I could last,
So I mentally said my good byes,
And let my body go limp.
I couldn't believe Death had me,
And I was too weak to stop him,
And I couldn't stay fighting for my life,
But now, I just rest in peace.
Never to be caused to die again.
But the ones that know me,
Will mourn for me,
Than they'll forget me.
Because it's said,
That a man is never really dead,
Until he is forgotten.
And everyone will forget me.
My heart is bleeding,
And my eyes are weeping.
Why aren't you there?
Why aren't you holding me?
Is it because you left me?
Is it because you wanted,
To walk out on me?
Wasn't I good enough for you?
Didn't I make you proud of me?
Didn't I make you happy?
I guess not.
Because now I'm on the floor,
Bleeding my heart out,
And you don't care.
I see how you love me,
When you used me,
When you didn't need me.
You're a cruel bastard,
And I hope you die,
The same way,
Like you did to me.
You caused this death,
Sending a man after me,
To rape and kill me,
Because you couldn't do it yourself.
So good bye you prick,
I hope you rot in hell,
And I hope you never get anyone's love,
Because you destroyed me.
I waited for your love,
And I've waited for your trust,
But when I get it,
It seems to go upside down.
Because you think I'm like them,
The girls you had before,
The ones that hurt you,
And used you.
But can't you trust me,
And understand that I'm different,
That I would never do that to you,
Because of how much I love you.
But you put it on me,
Turning it all on me,
So I have to agree with you,
And that's not fair.
You need to trust me,
Because you could end up losing me,
Without your trust in me,
I will just end up leaving.
I'm not like you're other girls,
I'm way different than you think,
So stop before you say something,
And tell yourself that I'm different,
And that I love you,
And would never leave you.
Please, because you're killing me.
Do you remember?
The ancient memories,
Of our great love.
Do you remember?
When we stood under that oak tree,
Looking into each others eyes,
Whispering, "I love you."
Do you remember?
When we told each other,
Not to forget.
Do you remember?
When I told you,
That I'll wait for you.
But when you came back,
Everything had changed.
We weren't together anymore,
We were with different people.
Do you remember me?
When I walked in your home,
Seeing you grieving for your wife,
And I sat down and held you.
Do you remember?
When I said that I lost mine too,
And that I want to be yours,
Looking at me with a smile.
Do you remember?
Getting married under that oak tree,
And later in years,
Having our first two kids.
I know things didn't start out right,
But it end for the better for us,
And I knew we did belong together,
And we need each other now and forever.
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