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I used to be great at giving advice but now i need some or maybe I just need an ear to listen. Either way I just need to write.



So I've been with Shadow for 2 years, and we were planning on getting married, I was so happy we made it to 2 years, but I don't think it was even a week (it might have been 2 weeks) after our aniversery he cheats on me 3 nights in a row with the same girl. A girl I might add says that she is a lesbian and hates the penis and has a girlfriend already that she is suposed to marry.

I went out of town for one day and i was back the same night, but I had to go to work as soon as I got back to town. (I was 4 hours late to work because the trip took longer than it was meant to.)



The night before my trip I was at work and I think her girlfriend was at work to or she was in the house. Anyway, they went outside to get something from her truck and they kissed he says she kissed him and she says he kissed her. You know one of those things.

Anyway the day and night I was gone she went over to OUR house to play games with him on the PS3 and somehow they went from playing to fucking or they didnt play at all. Her girlfriend was at work and I was out of town as I already said.

Then the next night her girlfriend was exausted so she fell asleep. (How could she not she'd been working her ass off for days geting less than 4 hours of sleep in 3 days *not using drugs*) After she fell asleep (on my bed which is totally cool I dont care about that thats my motto if you need to sleep take my bed till you go home)

he says she was poping her boobs out and rubbing herself so he started teasing himself and got to horny and started jerking himself. She says that that never happend that she didnt do anything and that she tried to tell him to put it away. (dont forget her girlfriend was still on the bed passed out)

The only thing I could say was "WTF" (to my boyfriend) "if you felt so bad about having sex with her then why would you do that as well?"

His rerspose is "I never touched her and she never touched me so its not cheating."

BULL SHIT ITS NOT CHEATING!!!!!!!!!!

There was another girl in my bed with him and on my bed doing herself.

With her girlfriend right there.

I just don't understand.

What is your name?:katie

How old are you?: 21

When is your Birthday?: 28 july

What is your zodiac sign?: leo

Where were you born?: corpus christi

Where do you live now?: dalhart

What color eyes do you have?: blue/grey

What color hair do you have?: brown w/red tent

How tall are you?: 5ft2

How much do you weigh? never ask a lady her weight

What is your race?: whitenese

What is your worst fear?: dont ask i have so many phobias its just not funny any more. lol

Do you smoke?: like 2 or 4 cigs a day

Do you drink?: not often

Do you cuss?: FUCK NO Why the fuck would I cuss?

Do you use drugs?: depends on what you call a drug. (ask if you want the answers)

Have you ever or will you ever steal?: yes I had to.

Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: yes

Do you play in a band or play an instrument? i wish. i would love to play drums or guitar.

Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: just the ears for now i wish i had my tounge and lip done already but thats taking just alittle bit of time.

Do you suffer from depression disorder?: well im emo does that count?

If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: old age in my sleep

Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: unforturnately

Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: yes

Are you evil?: i dont believe in evil

Do you believe that you can be possessed?: yes by an idea.

Are you a paranoid person?: yes you work graveyards at a semi haunted motel and not be.

Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: yes

Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: sometimes

Are you a violent person?: no

Do you take your anger out on other people?: sometimes

Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: i try not to. my mistakes are mine

What is your favorite movie?: i dont know theres too many good ones out there

What is your favorite song?: again theres too many good ones out there

What is your favorite color?: Black, blue, silver

What is your favorite food?: gummy candy or turkey

What is your favorite drink?: blood, mtn dew distortion (spread the distortion distored view lol) sugar with some tea in it.

Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: no

Are you a virgin?: not for a little while now

Are you kinky?: I'm not really sure what you call kinky now that I've tried alot of this stuff. lol

Do you like biting?: love biting...(oh yeah!!!)

Do you watch pornography?: yes

Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: yes

Are you hyper active person?: sometimes

Are you religious?: no

Does pain turn you on?: depends on the pain where and who's inflicting it

Do you stand for originality and creativity?: yes

Do you like meeting new people?: yes

Do you believe in love at first fright?: yes

Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?: no too chicken

Have you been to jail, yet?: yep

Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?: no

Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?: yes

Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?: yes but i didnt shave it all the way. i still had hair. i left the top half.

Do you have any self inflicted scars?: Yes and sadly some are fresh after not cutting in 3 years.

Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?: No

Are your clothes held together with safety pins?: not anymore

Have you ever vomit while making out?: Eww No

Have you held a job for less than a day?: No

Do you own more than two pair of jeans?: not any more jammys are way more comfy plus the jeans ran away screaming.lol

Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?: Yes

Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?: No

Does the world piss you off?: not the world anymore the world powers of government. who told them that they were the ones in charge and how to treat us?