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Greetings,



Life surely is an interesting adventure. Things change rapidly and sometimes this "higher power" that might exist just laugh with the plans we make. I've seen some very disturbing changes. Actually they are more like frustrating, not so much disturbing. Last year, the combination of my job and college dictated that i would live a rather "adventurous" life, moving from place to place a lot, having a very tiring and demanding job that i might not always like, but i would "rise" in social standards, which is my personal ambition. My relationship wouldnt last if that came to be, so i sacrificed my personal ambitions for her. I changed my life, found a new college and job, which are interesting to me, just not so much thrilling as the previous ones. And the thing that i regret the most is that they wont help me with my ambitions. Of course it would be unfair to say that i did it just for her. I thought about myself as well. My life from now on will be a relatively easy one... I will have a steady home, a steady and relatively relaxing job that i will enjoy... What more can you ask for, right?



All i ask is that i could share this life with her. Because now that i have gained all these i have lost her... I have failed miserably. I have a fine life and nobody to share it with...



Most of these wont make sense to someone reading. There are many details missing so that you cant understand. And its meant to be that way, its a personal entry, i wrote these things only to get them out of me.



The only thing that i want to say is this...

I Life is an interesting game...