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She is lonely

Even though you can't tell

She is reaching out

For what, she doesn't know

She will continue to sit in silence

And hope that someone may stumble across

Her and all of her emptiness

But they only hope that they do it in time

Otherwise she will have drifted too far

And she may let go

Of whatever grasp of the world she has

As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone

Nearly unnoticed.

An unnoticed identity clouded,

restless beneath your feet

sorrow life years buried in dirt

billions of cares unforgiven.

Scar a lifeline on granite stone

living wasted nothings

These unspoken distant calls repel,

dying seeds of hateful notes

Use nitrous pins to expose

this evil flesh inside

revealing impure fragile wings

that can't ever be hidden

Yourself seen towards judgement

flow an ocean of tears seeping

downwards to Hell.

Life is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see.

Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free.



Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle.

No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all.



You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse.

If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse.



I’m already considering doing this even without your consent.

I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content.



So here I am just sitting there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist.

Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed.



You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore.

Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure.



You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will understand and accept this.

Just tell my baby I love him and I’m sorry I couldn’t give him one last kiss.



Tell everyone I love them and that I'm sorry I had to go so soon and leave them all behind.

But I just needed to end it all and start a new life so happiness I could find.



These are the last words I'll ever be writing down.

I know they are harsh but don’t worry, rest your head, be at ease, don’t make a sound.



Know that I love you and always have but I need to think of me right now and so I said goodbye.

Be happy without me and know that I'm somewhere good, somewhere up high.



I just hope your not crying, I want you to know everything will be ok.

I'll be watching over you and listening to what you have to say.



Just have patience, wait till the day, and I'll see you up here in heaven and we can be together.

Except this time things will be better and you'll see me happy, always and forever.



So stop your weeping and know this was the best thing for me

It was my time to go, your time to set me free.

A fiery heart

Fierce and hot-blooded

Whilst encrypted in a chamber of ice

Strengthened by pain

Weakened by compassion



A heavy spirit

Free as the wind

Still pacing like a caged lion

Guarded by grief

Broken by trust



A powerful warrior

Unbeatable on the battle field

Then struck down with one blow

Superior in war

Victim of love



Fang.