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One of the worst things that someone can do to someone else. I am use to it. But when someone I consider to be my brother, someone I served in Iraq pulls this, I feel more anger, more pain than I think I should. Which also puts me in the position to whether i should continue to help him or leave him behind. only time will tell. But if he makes the wrong desicion, then he will be left behind and i will make sure that he suffers for what he has done.



I am not the only person that he is leaving behind. he is going to be leaving behind a good women that has stood next to him since his problem has started. it will be up to him. Hope he decides on the right desicion.

There are alot of people out there these days that take gaming entirly too damn seriously. People telling others that they will hunt them down ad kill them over pixels. I am glad I am no longer that kind of person. yes, I once was, but am no longer. I have greatly matured over time.



I may play many games, but I do know the "real" world from the game world. others may get confused and try to make things personal. Like bashing on peoples families or things of that nature. I would like to tell those people to get off line or put down the controller and go outside, live life a little, get out of the game world and get into the "real" world.



When I start getting sucked too much into the game, I have to turn it off and find something more constructive to do. Kind of hard for me to do that sometimes, but it works and chills me out. Well, more later on everyone.

I will be using this journal to realse my thoughts and emotions. I may do this alot. I have a lot going on in my life. If you are insulted in what is written here at any time, please inform me. I do apologize now. As my life goes on, things get, how do I say, harder, not easier as all, or some, may expect. I may do an entry daily, weekly, or even hourly. Depends on what is going on in my life at that moment in time. I hope you all read and enjoy.