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How can I explain this so you can finally see,

That while I sit upon your grave down on bended knee

That my soul longs for the day to be set free

And frolic with the other souls just to be let be.



I cannot hide within this heart and hope to be made wise

Knowing you're no longer there but see me through the skies

But my heart is broken and I cannot find repair

With knowing you are gone and never to be there.



We were young when we met so many years ago

And with you gone it hurts to breathe and feel this empty soul

And sitting here with your letters spread upon my floor

Makes me wonder what had happened where our love did go.



I was so angry when you left,

You broke my heart in two

And took a piece to keep from me,

And carried it with you

But now you're gone and that piece hasn't yet returned

I'll just light the other half and maybe it will burn.

It's often I wonder which road to take,

The left or the right will make me quake

I give my love as if it's all

I can offer on exchange not to fall.

I fear of the fall could stop me dead

Or leave me shackled to a bed

But fear is just the opening score

My heart it fears wants so much more.



It sings with love and jumps with ease

It laughs with care and doesn't bleed

But if it does on rare occasion

Please don't look at the invasion.

For my heart just wants to love

It wants to be in the clouds above

And hold you tight within these arms

And never question your charms.

I stand here at a crossroad

Wondering how my heart's not stone

How with one simple breath

I could be left all alone.



I fight within the inner self

I pray that time is wrong

I hold on to a painful thought.

I don't want to be alone.



The path I take is long and hard

There is no time to cry

The only thought I seem to grasp

Is I won't be left behind.



I want to hold within my heart

The key that once was lost

To fight with out the pain it gives

To fight within this heart.



To find the end of the rocky path

I cannot stop or slow

For if I do You won't be there

And I won't be welcomed home.



I'll stand outside and wait

With all abated breath

To hope that you will look out and see

What awaits your longing glance.



The cold and snow won't stop me

From wanting all of you

To keep me safe and warm me up

With the love that enfolds you.

I see you mistress of the night

Wearing the white that shines in light

Holding the men their hearts so close

That you make other women seem like ghosts.



We vanish into the walls

As you walk by us through the halls

How long do you plan to hold their hearts so dear

Until you make each of the saps disappear?



Its unfair to steal each one away

Then throw them out with no delay

But they alone can save their hearts

From a bitter love form the start.

To think is to dream of a dream from the soul

Where fire and hunger and love does grow.

To dream is to love of a love that grows strong

With comfort, with hope, and timeless love.



To love is to pray for a prayer that is answered,

Like kisses and candy and happy ever after.

To pray is to hope for a hope of ones love,

Where kindness and smiles and sugar is won.



To dream is a wonder that binds me to you

To love is a power that keeps us true

To pray is a caress that comes in the night

To hope is a gift that holds us at night.

Heaven sent is what he said,

As he lay me on the bed.

He kissed my lips then kissed my brow,

And told me that forever found.

A love in which alas will lose

A dance in which we cannot choose

A single tear which left my eye,

A tiny prayer that thoughts could fly.

Tiny hearts that dance at night

And cause a man to lose in flight

Which lifts her up between their sheets

This is her last and only treat.

For he will leave her in the morn

And she shall be a woman scorn

But they will know the love they had

And the feelings that though were wrong, weren't bad.

Break away from the norm

Show me what you feel,

Tell me all the secrets stored

Keep me from the storm.



Stare at me with lighted eyes

Share the air I breathe

See the way the wind does blow

Feel the gentle breeze.



Break the chains that hold your soul

Shrouded in the fear

Bask within the hidden fires

Take that first breath.



See the gentle eyes of life

Don't let them dim in sight

For the power that you hold

Keeps then in the fight.

Pain sweet pain,

It's all I know.

It lifts me up,

It follows me home.



Pain sweet pain,

It sears the soul.

It cuts like a knife,

It breaks your bones.



Pain sweet pain,

It heals the wounds.

It lets us heal,

It shows we're real.



Love oh love,

It moves the soul,

It take the pain

It helps us grow.



Love oh love

It drive us wild.

It makes us young,

It stands the trial.



Love oh love,

I feel you now,

Through bone crushing pain,

The journey's begun.

Standing in the darkness,

Hearing all the cries,

Watching every painful thought

Slide across their eyes.

Knowing that you feel their pain,

Knowing that you understand,

Doesn't take your pain away,

Something you can't bare.

Standing silent in the shadows,

Watching them just walk on by,

No one ever notices you

No one ever stays.

Keep yourself within the dark,

Hide yourself from light,

Keep your secrets to yourself,

Know the life you take.

Pick your victim like your wine,

No one tastes the same,

Share you siren with just yourself,

Then start it all again.

As my life slowly changes

As my heart slowly breaks

When my voice no longer lingers

When there's nothing left to take.

Will you stand beside me

Will you stay my friend

How will you take it

How will you understand

So now I have my ending

So now I can go home

I won't be upset

I won't let you go

You'll stay in my heart

You'll be my life

So soon I'll be leaving

And never thinking twice

But everything there is to know

Will slowly go away

But when that happens

You will know

My death was not in vain.