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Just a dance between two friends,

That's all that you said,

So then I took your slender hand,

And let you lead me there.

I let myself look into your eyes,

Knowing what I'd see,

And yet I felt me fall inlove,

It was not meant to be.

You knew my heart was broken,

The peices nearly gone,

And yet you let me fall again,

The battle's what you won.

So now I sit here shattered still,

I know that I won't heal,

But I can hope that one day soon,

You'll know what it is to lose...

Life is hard,

It makes no sense,

Sometimes I think love is for wimps.

I can't see lights,

They've all dimmed,

But I know that the pain's within.

I can't breathe,

I can't explain,

The torment inside that won't go away.

It eats at my soul,

I cower in fear,

But it's the choice that brought me here.

I stand at the gate,

I hear all the cries,

But life has a way of saying goodbye.

I've packed up my bag,

I've torned up my soul,

There is nothing left but for me to just go.

I won't write you letters,

I won't stand in sight,

Just know that my love wasn't supposed to hide.

Death, death is all I know,

I feel it licking at my toes,

It tears upon my hidden soul,

And there is nowhere I can go.



Death, death, I see it now,

It's face is dark beside the crowd,

And holds my sight from all around,

The soul that I lost somehow.



Death, sweet death I see it now,

I hear your words sent through town,

And know that you call for me,

And I shall go willingly.



For life is what we just can't take,

The struggles that we're forced to make,

But I am sure that this is bliss,

I'll stand before your cloak and wish.

Break my heart and leave the peices,

Don't mind me I'm just the reason,

But don't just stand there and watch me,

I'm not your pawn I am just me.

Don't expect me to come crying,

Beg you to just drop and love me,

I'm not weak I will stand strongly,

There is no one left to stop me,

So I'll take the broken peices

Sew them up with double stitches,

Take the time my heart is needing,

Then back away from used to be.

I hear the footsteps in my mind,

A crossing of the great divide.

The steady thump of steps betold,

The hidden fear that no one knows.

I can't seem to catch my breath,

I hear him coming up the steps.

I close my eyes, I bow my head,

There is no hiding from the man.

I stand still and await my fate,

I know this man will not wait.

So with the turning of the knob,

I open my eyes and prepare to fall.