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This is one

of the worst days

of my life



its not everyday when you in a car

holding your cat

crying

and begging her

"please rain, you gotta fight it, you gotta stay with me... please rain dont die.."

while shes coughing up blood...



ive never

seen a dog..

be so...

vicious..

he pictured up and shook her like a chew toy..

she couldn't defend herself...

she probably could run fast enough to get away..

but you could tell she tried, she had chunks of the dogs fur in her claws..



in the end...

she was in so much pain

that it was better for her to just put her down...

a cat that ive grown up with

for about...

12 years

but she was in pain

coughing up blood..and writhing...i dont even care if i spelled that right



one of the reasons im so sad

is that she died in such a horrible way

she must have been so terrified...

but couldn't do anything



and i heard her crying

i heard her screaming

and boy was she screaming

and even though it didnt sound like a playing scream

i ignored it for cats playing

i just assumed whiskers and ally were beating each other up again

and even though it when on for minutes

i ignored IT!

WHY DID I IGNORE IT!!

She must have been in so much pain...

and i just ignored it..





i feel so...hurt

it was horrible

i cant stop shaking

and i cant stop crying



i dont have my best friends to hold me

and i dont want to burden their day with my call..

i mean its not a very happy call to get



my mom wont pick up her phone



and the image of Rain in pain wont leave my MIND!





i wish i could stop crying....





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This is in Memory of my beloved cat Rain



She was a cute little cat, shed all over the house, but cute

she was the runt of the litter so... she was always small



we werent planning on getting her

when i was about.. 5 or 6... we went to go pick up my sister at her friends house..

her friend's cat had just had kittens

Jennifer ran out to the car holding this adorable fluff ball

and asked my mom if we could keep her

my mom said no, as most moms would

and Jennifer pouted and said

"Ok, well just hold her for a second while I go grab my stuff!"

Put the cat in my moms arms, and ran away before she could protest

Rain was purring...and looked so cute...

so much that when Jennifer came back, my mom didnt want to part with the kitten



Rain...

Rain, Rain, Rain..



you were such a cute Kitty

skiddish, but cute



I will always

and I mean ALWAYS

remember you

for the good times

and the cute times

and the fuzzy times





I love you Rain..

so much

so so so much



and I hope, that you are having a WONDERFUL time in heaven

chasing mice

beating up Caramel and Blackie that beat you to heaven..



and if you're beating them up

do it well! haha

im sure they'll enjoy it

because they've missed you



and say hi to CottonBall.

that big fluff ball is probably up there somewhere sucking on her tail

like she did here on earth





anyways

I love you Rain

and I will miss you.

I feel so... invisible..