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By: Sean



Oh God what should I do when my heart is torn?

What should I bequeath the for now?

When my desperation for life is destroyed by the pain I feel



I'm deep in the pit of Hell

Filling my lungs with my fumes of despair

What should I do when nothing seems to feel like home?



It all happens when you start to feel like your nothing, a monster

What happens when you feel that no one loves for it?

When does the pain end and a new beginning fills you with hope.



What happens when you love two

When your torn in two for all its worth

Especially when one is loved above the other.



Why begin to hate the life you have when your only beginning it yet anew

It hurts to bleed on the inside so

All in the name of love.



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By: Sean



Oh God what should I do when my heart is torn?

What should I bequeath the for now?

When my desperation for life is destroyed by the pain I feel



I'm deep in the pit of Hell

Filling my lungs with my fumes of despair

What should I do when nothing seems to feel like home?



It all happens when you start to feel like your nothing, a monster

What happens when you feel that no one loves for it?

When does the pain end and a new beginning fills you with hope.



What happens when you love two

When your torn in two for all its worth

Especially when one is loved above the other.



Why begin to hate the life you have when your only beginning it yet anew

It hurts to bleed on the inside so

All in the name of love.



This is a copyrighted works!!

By: Sean



Listening to the beat of my heart as I stared out at the blank screen

Wandering what I have become in this cold, dark world of purgatory and rage.

This world that’s so full of spiteful hate for anything different and humble

Waiting for the beat of the drums to break into your thoughts.



Waiting all for that day when everything is lost to never be found yet again

All in that oblivion of hope,

That whole inside your soul

That culture of techniques that kept you alive through this unforgiving loneliness

Always wanting to be there when something happens to be ready when the time never comes.



Always contradicting that which we feel is true to their words

Sitting here and staring at a blanketing sky so full of furious light and life

Streaking sparks across the sky wishing that nothing will end

Just to have it all thrown right back into your face

To give chase to the pain that wanted you dead all along.

Oh what will you do when it catches up to your desolation?

In that small town you used to call home.



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By:Sean



Why does the pain hurt so?

when it all comes crashing down around us.

Causing utter confusion of the little things around

Why can't I be saved from purgatory



Why can't it end with dignity

so full of longing hope

Bringing about that apocalyptic bout of ecstasy

Why can't you save me from the pain?



Why does all the things in life reflect unto us

Especially when it could never have been us in the first place.

Filling up our lives with that dieing love.

Why can't I save myself



What caused this pain that so torments my waking hours

So dark and lonely in the night

Taking away that wonderful blanket wrapping its arms around your pain

Why can't I be with the One that has brightened my day so



What right was given to take away my rainbow

That warm loving rainbow

Cascading down from the bleary skies in a cacophony of music

What caused that voice of love and redemption to take hold.



He has come to me in that loving light

My Angel of Redemption

That Angel of Love

So full of that warming light that shadows my one true heart's calls.



What made my despairing heart sore with glory that one night

Those shadows taking flight in a fury of the love that was shown

A beautiful guiding light of true Redemption

What murdered that pain that clawed its way into my already bleeding heart.

My love.



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By: Sean



Inside the deep dark forests of loss

You walked into my life and made everything right

It stinks of love now , of wonderful beauty

Now we aren't alone we are forever in each others grasp.

Taking away that pain of pains

We boldly walk to the door together

Loving each other until the end of days.

Not sure where this is taking us but knowing I'll never fall

Trusting your starry eyes so full of brightly colored rainbows

So full of loving moonlight

We take each others hands to squeeze in the night.

Just making it to the next day with each other at our sides.

I love you and forever.

Into the deep, dark, starry eyed heart.



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P.S. I must admit I could have done better with this, but it gave me an idea for a new one and I will try to get it on here.