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Heh...



I'm having a meh or crappy day.





I have a friend of mine that I have had strong feelings for, for a long time. I still sorta do have feelings for. He knew that I had these feelings for him, but the farthest we ever went was hugs and deep conversations. I know he probably still knows that I have feelings for him.



He goes out with a good chick friend of mine. I never acted on my feelings, because I respect the both of them.



We, on occasion talk on myspace. A few days ago, I got a message that ripped my heart out. My chick friend told me that she and my guy friend are supposed to be getting married sometime this fall.



*looks down to notice heart dropping into lap*



I am happy for them, because they are my friends. I want to go to their wedding, but I know I will cry. I really don't want to have to explain why I'm crying. I think I might go, but I am going to try to hold my feelings in the best I can.

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lavisbre
06:14 May 28 2008

love plays crule games for sure flower

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