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For the past three months I have lived in hell....my ex got put in jail... and if you know me well you know I could care less...but the thing that really gets to me is my children

have really been affected immencely by this.....They are so stressed out that they fight more often then usual and my poor lil girl is so much more moody it's hard to say much to her without her going off and screaming at everyone.My son snaps more easily now then before,and he hates his dad for being so stupid.He feels that his dad didn't love him enough not to make the mistakes that got him in jail......No matter how hard I try I can't take away that feeling of rage they both have....How do you fix a broken heart and mend shattered spirits of a child.....I find myself enraged bitterly at their father and I resent him so much I cant stand him....How can a man who loves his children so much be so goddamned stupid...I feel so trapped and can't escape and being punished for his damned stupidity has really taken a toll on me mentally and emotionally.....I just want my kids to be happy again....

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evilsmiles
20:28 May 05 2010

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