Sitting in my own World once again alone with no one to talk to. I have my mind fixcated on someone that is no longer in my site. People saw him as a threat but I only saw the passion in his eyes. His love was great but nobody saw how perfect we tried to be. He said that he would hang on to our love for life but after a month of the demons dragging him to hell and back he said that he couldn't hold on any longer and then let go of my hope and broken heart. Tears fell from my eyes like rain but soon dried and I had nothing left of me but numbness. I'm dead...not existing in this place we call Earth. My World is so black and morbid. It's just dying waiting for someone to save what was their and what is left of it. No one can see my pain through a broken smile as fake as it maybe...nobody does.
I set alone in the cemetery wondering when or if it will ever be my time. My time to dwell in all the pain from the past years and the present. I watch the full moon as it sets so close to the Earth and later watch it as it reaches higher into the sky and under the clouds. Where did the light go the light that shined upon all these tomb stones. Now they are once again in the dark and left alone. Does anyone care or see what used to be their? Or do they just see an empty soul that has died and left under the cold ground that caresses their lifeless bodies?
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