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Unravel, Tokyo Ghoul (Closest thing I can relate to right now)
00:42 Jan 30 2017
Times Read: 161

Oh can you tell me, can you tell me, the way that this should work.

Just who’s inside of me? The monster pulling strings.

I’m broken, lying helpless, dying, surrounded by the world.

you stare and laugh with me. When you don’t see a thing.



Im damaged now, and i’m breaking down,

Unraveled and can’t breath.

The truth I seek never felt so bleak, I

Feel it drop degrees. Freeze.

So breakable, unbreakable

So shakable, unshakable

Was shakin’ up, when I found you.



CHORUS:

I’m standing here watching the world as it falls around me.

You’re so close, but I hope that you stop searching,

I don’t want you to foresee what i’ve become. (So please stop looking)

I don’t wanna hurt you, It’s not my nature.

A monster born, I’m fading more, can’t be your savior.

I’m falling victim, Remember the old me.

... As who I still should be.



The endless pain of solitude

Wraps tight around my fortitude.

Those memories inside me,

innocently they pierce through.

I can’t escape (X5)

I can’t escape this

UNRAVELED GHOUL



There’s something deep inside of me,

A change was made, I can’t break free.

The darkness and the light collide,

Our fate ahead won’t be denied.

So breakable, unbreakable

So shakable, unshakable

These dirty hands, know they won’t touch you



I’m standing here watching the world as it falls around me.

You’re so close, but I hope that you stop searching,

I don’t want you to forsee what i’ve become. (So please stop looking)

I’m trapped in this cage that the world created.

Before my future melts away, I have to say this,

I’m falling faster, Remember who I was.



Remember who I once was

Please don’t forget me (X4)



There’s no turning back now, I know I’m paralyzed.

I’m trapped inside this paradise, and with this parasite,

I’m falling victim. Remember who I was.



Oh please tell me... Oh please tell me...

Just who’s inside of me? The monster pulling strings

Just Saying
01:35 Jan 09 2017
Times Read: 193

SO

I appreciate everyone who takes the time to rate me and read my things... but please don't be offended when I don't do it back. I just don't make time for it, if I am interested in your page I will just comment on whatever I liked. I think most of yalls pages are cool. Just the whole rating thing for me isn't what I want to do.



So much love to everyone who has rated me so far and yall are 10s to me

I'm scared to get close & I hate being alone..
17:56 Jan 07 2017
Times Read: 201

Bring Me The Horizon

Can you feel my heart.





Can you hear the silence?

Can you see the dark?

Can you fix the broken?

Can you feel, can you feel my heart?

Can you help the hopeless?

Well, I'm begging on my knees

Can you save my bastard soul?

Will you ache for me?

I'm sorry brother

So sorry lover

Forgive me father

I love you mother

Can you hear the silence?

Can you see the dark?

Can you fix the broken?

Can you feel my heart?

Can you feel my heart?

Can you feel my heart?

Can you feel my heart?

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone

I long for that feeling to not feel at all

The higher I get, the lower I'll sink

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone

I long for that feeling to not feel at all

The higher I get, the lower I'll sink

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone

I long for that feeling to not feel at all

The higher I get, the lower I'll sink

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

Can you feel my heart?, can you hear the silence?

Can you see the dark?

Can you fix the broken?

Can you feel, can you feel my heart?

Hmmm...
05:06 Jan 06 2017
Times Read: 218







Cats graphics @ crystalcomments.com



I always have the thought of how nice it would be to be a house cat.

I want to be a kitty with a nice owner, who I love but I can be a dick to at times. They will love and hate me :3

They will pet me and think I am too adorable and can't wait to go home and be with me. I'll want them to pet me and when they do scratch the shit out of their hand out of love XD



I am pretty sure I was a kitty in my past life & I am ok with that. =^.^=

Beautiful Disaster
01:21 Jan 04 2017
Times Read: 232

I know seem to rant on about my thoughts and feelings but I can't help it I need to get it out some how, and I suppose if I bore you...there are plenty of journals in the world wide web :3



Anywho, lately I have been in a bit of a fragile state, as in if I think I have upset someone I really care about I take it harder then I think I normally should then I get stuck in this place in my mind and I play in my mind if they really know what a mess I am.



I know in my mind I shouldn't put myself in a position to think that way, as if they will be better with someone else as their interest. Someone who has it together. Someone who isn't insecure about their being and just everything about it. I guess it all comes down to that I don't understand their interest in me. When will it all collapse? It's only a matter of time.... right? I should enjoy what I have now and take it day by day.



I cry over stupid things, but in the same token I feel like it has a deeper meaning. I am still healing and I should allow myself to do so. I Just need to drink some wine, Blast some music that fit my mood, cry if I want, and just enjoy the times I feel some what normal and in control, and embrace myself when I fell a mess. It may help with my healing and finding myself again.... just maybe... At least I hope so...



I am a mess,

I am a wreck,

I am..... a beautiful disaster....





Hello it's nice to meet you!

Can't wait to see them live!
00:57 Jan 04 2017
Times Read: 233

Can You Feel My Heart

Bring Me the Horizon



Can you hear the silence?

Can you see the dark?

Can you fix the broken?

Can you feel, can you feel my heart?

Can you help the hopeless?

Well, I'm begging on my knees

Can you save my bastard soul?

Will you ache for me?

I'm sorry brother

So sorry lover

Forgive me father

I love you mother

Can you hear the silence?

Can you see the dark?

Can you fix the broken?

Can you feel my heart?

Can you feel my heart?

Can you feel my heart?

Can you feel my heart?

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone

I long for that feeling to not feel at all

The higher I get, the lower I'll sink

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone

I long for that feeling to not feel at all

The higher I get, the lower I'll sink

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone

I long for that feeling to not feel at all

The higher I get, the lower I'll sink

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

Can you feel my heart?, can you hear the silence?

Can you see the dark?

Can you fix the broken?

Can you feel, can you feel my heart?

Inside my thoughts.
03:16 Jan 03 2017
Times Read: 247

Being trap inside my head is the worse thing ever. I always doubt myself and my worth, even though I know what it is. When someone shows interest in me I always feel like there is a motive and I feel like I am just waiting to be hurt by people. That isn't how I want to live. One day I will find someone who genuinely cares about me and make me feel intimacy, passion, and how it is to be loved without being scared of being hurt. We will grow together instead of apart. I will never bore that other person in my life and they will forever find ways to surprise me and show me they care in little gestures that will mean the world to me, and I will always make them feel wanted and loved in ways they will appreciate....

This will happen one day... until then I need to heal myself.