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You know I was on a message board today and I don't know if anyone on here as heard the song In This River by Black Label Society or seen the music video for it but it's a tribute from Zakk Wylde to DimeBag Darrel and some bastards on the message board were bad mouthing Zakk saying he did it all for the money and how the video and song sucked and it wasn't heart felt u know what Zakk may have made money off of it but that's not why he did it he did it cause he loved dime and jus because a metal artist creates a piano ballad and a sad and heartfelt video ppl claim he isn't metal u know metal and rock music isn't about having no soul and heart or not showing ur emotions it's about the music and how u express urself through that music and i think the song and video kick ass and ne one who thinks different that's fine but don't say zakk didn't love dime like a bro and don't try and say he's did it to pull pantera fans or make money u can tell in the music and vid he truly has emotion for it and truly misses him so don't try and say nething bout zakk pulling plublicity or nething like that because then me and all true BLS fans will look down upon u and think how stupid and retarded u are

My dad the other day started saying how I'm a sheep cause i wear eyeliner and dress in black you know how I see it? I am part of a group that likes you for who you are. Not part of a group that looks down on people that are different. Or thinks they're better then people who aren't like them. I'm the opposite of what society suspects or wants and I enjoy being the way I am. I meet interesting people almost every day who are enjoyable to be with and they're always cool. So any one out there in the big ole bad world that has a problem with the way I am can just fuck off and go talk to someone who cares about it.

Well got high again tonight loved it like always but i hate when nobody's talkin cause it gives u too much time to think and u end up thinking bou things u don't wanna think bout but in the end u understand it all better when ur high things are on my mind and i need someone to party with but i'm lost when i'm sitting here by myself and this sickness is starting to concern me although i'm losing wait but i can only eat when i'm high

what am i going to do umm tomorow shouldn't be much different from every other day in my life lol ttyl write mor later