(One of my older Poems)
Dark caresses the land with a velvet cloak
Smoke from their torches brings a choke
To my dry throat, as I watch them file
Into a line, along the waters of the Nile.
They stand there chanting, to the stars above
Invisible am I, in my nocturnal glove
Praising their Gods to see them through
Mortal tribe, I gaze upon you.
Silvery moon, it licks the mighty river
Quivering lights, they make me shiver
My body so cold, and my senses high
Their passion, it stirs me, makes me sigh.
For they are one, together they belong
As for me, I sing a solitary song
They live, they die, and then they are gone
But fate decrees, I carry on..
Hear their chants, oh, hear them sing
Morning follows night, and hope it brings
Safe within their simple minds
The cosy creed, of all mankind..
Ritual complete, slowly they now depart
Back to their families, within the heart
Of what they call home, as I linger here
I wipe from my eyes a single, salt tear.
Oh blessed humans! How can you know
Your foibles and worries embrace you so
With lives of love, 'til death does greet
Your final destiny, of which you'll meet.
Ah, silence now lingers all around
The lap of the water, the only sound
Until a single scream the silence breaks
As the truth within me now awakes.
The moon she watches from the sky
As all that was human in me dies
I pick myself up from the sand
As Destiny leads me by the hand..
Tall and proud now, I stand upright
No more reason now to fight
Acceptance dawns, all fear I lack
For once I was gone, but now I am back...
(One of my older poems)
The grip of change, hard, unyielding
Tears deep within, pulling, ripping me
Away from my deep, safe, familiar being
Dragging me, kicking, to another way to be.
A biological timebomb, stronger does it grow
Feeding upon my turmoil, lapping up my insecurity
The changes I feel, turning weakness into strength
The thirst, still young, wanting, needing to know.
Battle commences within my now perplexed thoughts
The reality that nurtured me, quickly becoming a stranger
Serpentile the desire to shed my old 'skin'
To fly freely, whole, on my newly opened wings.
And yet the battle within continues to rage
Inner tears, inner screams, becoming deep growls
Emotional rollercoaster, my change a hard master
And the sweet little puppy dog, grows into the wolf.
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