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Invisible finger the hand of fate

Finds you and lingers to agitate

From without to within that whispered smile

Caressing your soul... at least for a while.



Passion building so hard to control

An aphrodisiac for your soul

Skin is tingling... a feathery touch

Yearning, wanting, needing so much.



Waking your body with carnal desire

Playing your mind, stoking the fire

Incredible feeling... swallowed by lust

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.



To rise again, hunger anew

She is calling... calling to you

Sugary sweet this hungry addiction

Body alive... sexual friction.



More, more more, is what you crave

The lust... the wanting... now her slave

Oh blasphemous heart! Now so wild

More! You shout... like a hungry child.



And more there is, your wish, command

Feeding your mind, taking your hand

Fire is burning, flaming bright

Lost in the feeling, emotional fight.



Alive, awake... oh how you yearn

For that sexual frenzy, sensual burn

Your body a puppet... do as she says!

All through the night, and into the day.



Electrical fusion, mere words cannot capture

Corruption, acceptance, pure lustful enrapture

Whispering feeling... that primal scream

Falling so quickly... forbidden dream.

This was written as I was coming out of an anxiety attack...







Sitting quietly? Then I'll begin

That intrusive feeling from within

Without a warning it conquers your calm

You're alert to the change and possible harm.



One, two, three, your chest becomes tight

As the feeling you're doing your best to fight

Your pulse becomes faster as you try to breathe

Hoping and praying this feeling will leave.



But it's there like a monster prodding and teasing

Stronger it's growing and now you are wheezing

Fear is the pilot as onward it flows

As deep within you pray that it goes.



Count to ten as you tap your wrist

The feeling is crushing you like a fist

Calm your breathing...concentrate

All you can do now is sit there and wait.



But you want to run away from your mind

Escape from your body that's being unkind

'Leave me alone!' you scream deep inside

'Leave me alone...I just want to hide!'



No rhyme nor reason has triggered this feeling

That's left you unsettled, your senses reeling

It crept up within you like a thief in the night

It's jaws like a black cloud as you're trying to fight.



Like a surfer facing an invisible wave

You sit there uncomfy trying to save

Any dignity that's left, bringing strength to the fore

As you scream to yourself 'No more! No more!'



Eventually the feeling begins to subside

Your body relaxes after the terrible ride

Slowly your breathing calms down as well

With relief that you've left that sensory hell.

I am her, She is me, We are She,

Feline, Fiend, Creature, a Mystery,

Open book, Hard to read, Misleading cover,

Friend to some, Hated by few, Ferocious lover.



She is me, I am her, Hand in hand,

Strong in weakness, Weak with strength, Here I stand,

Two as one, We are She, Female form,

Fire of ice, Book of words, Freezing warm.

Arising like a phoenix from the flames

Breathing in emotions gripping soul

Calling to the Goddess by her names

Daring to be different, to be whole.



Embracing all my feelings like a child

Fire within the embers of my heart

Growling like a creature from the wild

Hunting for a reason, for my part.



Inside my very being reaching out

Just a teardrop in the vibrant eye of time

Kismet calls me with a shout

Look within you for the rhyme.



Moments lost can turn to hours

Nothing ventured nothing gained

Opal heart of all the flowers

Promising visions keep you sane.



Questions dancing on the air

Ruby kisses on the skin

Silhouette of one so fair

Tainted touch of sweet, sweet sin.



Understand this silent call

Violent shivers in your sleep

Watching quietly when angels fall

X his eyes they slowly weep.



Yearning now for life anew

Zealous be her hungry view

Bitter, this savage garden sweet

Roses bloom, like magical muses

Enticing... bewitching, each petal unique

But in itself, it's beauty it loses.



The weeds such beauty they have not

But feral they are, an untamed charm

Left on their own, eventually they rot

Wild, unassuming, and they come to harm.



Yet same they are, each heart abeating

Swaying in the wind, as if in trance

Their lives are short, so very fleeting

Leading themselves a merry dance.



Then comes along the mighty Reaper

Care he not, whether rose or weed

Blade it slashes, cuts even deeper

Watch the life wilt, see it bleed.



Stepping lightly through the blooms

Stranger comes, and one is chosen

And as death's shadow quietly looms

Stranger takes, and death is frozen.



Neither rose nor weed can stave off time

When death decides it's time to go

The stranger's kiss, enthralled, sublime

Be it fate - or chance - that deems it so.



The chosen wilting in his embrace

Once more to breathe, of life anew

His piercing eyes and ashen face

Nothing more can death now do.