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I took some time offline. Before I did, I logged into Second Life and shut down my account. It was too painful logging in and Irene not being there. I flew home for a few days and spent some time with my family. I have another 6 months here of work and they asked me the other day if I would stay longer. I told them I would think about it. People kept telling me it would get better. Well, I am still waiting for that to happen. I will always miss her. I know that. It's been 5 months. Sometimes it still seems so surreal. She went fast once the pain in her legs started. Looking back during that time I wished we had talked more about death. We really didn't much at all. I guess we both wanted to believe she would get better. The one time we did start to address it two months before she died, we both said we were scared. Then we both told the other it will be fine. She would get better. What do you say though? If you realize the person is going to die do you accept that or do you try hard to have hope? I think we both knew it though and we tried to spend every moment we could together. I am still trying to figure out where I go from here.

I miss you.

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QueenZombiee
19:39 Apr 20 2022

🥺🥺😢💔 Rest in peace angel, you are in better place, you will always stay in our hearts and mind. I love you sister 😭

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LORDMOGY
20:32 Apr 20 2022

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MordrakusxMortalitas
11:23 May 13 2022

A late response since I have not been on much and quite a shock to log on to discover Lili's absense, but, as long as you have her in your memory and heart, she will always be with you. I don't know when it will get better and different folks deal with grief in their own ways. Just do what you feel is right and feel what you think you need to.

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