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When a man truly wants a women

He wouldn't point out her flaws and mistakes

He would even try to take all her secrets to the grave.....

When a man truly wants a women

He would never do anything to make her cry

He would always be there to dry the eyese

And make all the pain and hurt fade away

When a man truly wants a women

He would hold himself responsible for her tender soul

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I relax my mind trying to clear my conscious

And there you appear in my mind

As if you were standing there right in front of me

And then I open my eyes

And see nothing but an unoccupied space

Many a wishes and many a dreams

Leave me lonely in this place

I hold dear my thoughts in head

Trying to suppress these growing feelings for you

I continue to dread

In the beginning it was easy to hide my soul

But know you see through me like a piece of glass

Looking deep into my shadows of hidden mistakes

That long ago I’ve made

With these many trials I’ve fallen from

I fear I will fall away from you

And you will make me hate you

I don’t seek for love

Because I’ve seen what love can do?

It can mountains and take lives away

It can conquer and even defeat

Love may feel good but in the end it will hurt

So I turn away from the hurtful scenes

I vow to never love a man

And If I do I know it will be the end

A motherless and Fatherless child trying to love a man

For you will devour the soul I have hidden underneath my skin

So I hide what I feel hoping for you not see

That I have fallen

So fallen I have lost the fight

And so defeated I finally let you in

Everybody will always want for something they can’t have

I know I do

Because I know that I don’t stop me from wanting you

I strive to progress this want

I’ve not yet came to the conclusion of defeat

A prayer silently come form in my thoughts

I have hope still

How powerful this hope will grow

But things aren’t always what they seem

And sometimes I let into to the shrieking demons crawling at my feet

I feel my fear and with anger I fight

Not trying to doubt that in the end I will win this fight

Every battle is meant to be fought

But every hero will soon fall

My demons constantly haunting my sleep

And there is no on else left who can pray for me at all

I feel the cold hand reaching for me from the depths of the dark unknown

My hope is failing me now and I feel the cold oh too strong

I raised myself to be a fighter

Fighting is not new to me

So I struggle back to my sanity

With all my might I continue see my victory

Brightly slashing through theses breathtaking episodes

I fly away to what heaven only knows

I am a warrior and I protect all that is mine

I free myself and let the chaos unwind

When the silent brings in the night

I wait for you

To come and watch how I fight

I fight brave and strong

For you I told you I would do this all

But the time has come for me to let you go

Along with this hope that I had let grow

I fall from my thrown into the dark of the world

I close my eyes and see you with me

And I let the pain take me in

I made a promise and I know I won’t forget

As I take my last breath

Please for if you love me, you won’t cry for my death

In the end

For I sacrifice all I had for you

Guess what I am glad I did it too

So keep the gift of wind I blow on your face

And treasure all that I hold to my heart

And don’t forget I loved you from the start.

Lady Sad Eyes

As the image of your face pierce through my mind

I constantly wonder if all that you say was a lie. I love you and I barely even know you how could I fall so deep for you?

But I have and there is no changing it,so I close my eyes and dream of you again

I do this without thought

I think of you when my world falls apart

I hate when we are apart

I miss you and I want you with all my heart

But I know I can't have you because this feeling I know will soon fade away

I fear for the times ahead because I know there will be some rainy days

Because I am not meant to love or be loved in return, I was never grant happiness since I have been born.

My life has been filled with nothing but pain and strife. So I know when this all ends, It will be goodbye.

Spo I welcome the pain that love surrenders to my soul. I wish for nothing but to spend one last night with you again once more. But Fate has a funny way about saying things, and soon the clouds will cry my tears instead of the rain.

It will not only rain upon me but upon you

As my blood from heart drys and turns into a black hue. I love you for the time being, with a silent prayer on my lips asking let this not end.

If you look into my eyes you will see

What I have tried to hide for the short period of time of their being a you and me.

A love burning bright like the sun when it drys the leaves. I try for you and hope you will always see I lie about nothing I will ever cheat

I won't break your heart like I know you will soon break mine. I'm just sitting biding my time.