I search around for a light-
Where were you when I was scared?
In the darkness of night-
Where were you when I was torn?
All that I found were the stories of old-
What were your thoughts about the queer?
I found them in the eyes of another stare-
What were you thoughts about the weird?
The stairs led nowhere-
I am not here nor there!
The stairs led everywhere-
I an not here nor anywhere!
This is not finished, is it?
Goodnight cruel world, be blessed and be well. Hello sweet dreams, lets light the bonfires in hell, well, so thy light may be seen with delight. . .
My love is poison, drank in swift and raw! Like the sweet euphoric high from a drug, I come with nasty side effects. . .
I am a Vampire of lust!
I lust after a love I can never trust!
I am the past dated fool, of musk!
If I have offended you look into your hearts and trust!
I never caused the harm!
I never raised an alarm?
My alarms ring vibrant and true!
All the games we play led me back to you!
My two sweetest loves of all!
Thy Cristy! Thy Lucy!
Sweet bitches of lust devour me!
Let them see all sides of me, as well as the men!
For, I am love by all, like my guide, Lord Byron!
Oh! Sweet Emily, my sweet Elizabeth!
I trust in the love of long dead poets, whom make sweet love to me each and every night!
I am, as you should now know, a very Luciferian light!
I roll around aimlessly in your love lust, be found of me.
Beat me!
For I truly am a bad boy.
I play with the hearts of many, but not out of disrespect nor joy.
I hope you have learned something from me, and my toys.
Until the next love, until the next ploy.
Trust my secrets are safe with me, true.
For I know what it feels to be broken, and unglued.
I am simply a loving man, and I love as much as I can, with you.
"Looks deeply into the void"
I am coming home soon...
Do I worship man? Do I worship my land? Do I set the sails of yet another plan? What does it mean to devote oneself? To a cause of happiness, do you convict and hope? What is it to be truly happy? Art thou at thy happiest, sulking in thee despair? The utter ruins of a mind lost to the hearts of a wild bear! I eat, and I drink in all of your fears! I am energized by the thoughts of someone whom cares.
I care. I dare! I care for all the ones that dare to ask, questions! The questions that truly matter! The who, what, whys and where! Where shall our warship set sail next? I shall unleash the wolves upon the next, but not my brothers and sisters, I bet. I bet handsomely for thy soul. I am a gambler and my gamble is to never grow old. I will be immortalized through the pages of mold.
What do any of you know about channels, and how many can you open at once? I think it was said best, "we are legion, we are many!" But, what does them know about the many? I am a vortex of souls, trapped with the . . . Never mind the ending. . .
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You and I might be cut from the same cloth in our writing styles...very intriguing..and eerie..LOL
Thank you! I ramble a lot, working on structure, you have a good foundation... I'm a poetic mess of confusion I fear...
Soft to the touch, yet as bold as the sea.
If I could catch a glimpse, I'd stare.
But, thy sight would blind me.
I think I am unaware?
But, my flaws they bind me!
I would change every aspect of thine being.
If you would find me.
I would destroy all hopes of love.
For you to guide me.
I would crawl through the darkest shadows.
So that maybe, you could hide me.
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I love you, this I know is true. But, my love is a vixen and I must see her through. I wish I wasn't a beast, at least I feel I have seen a few. The thoughts of your presence can leave my mind a boiling stew. Here, let me feed it to you. Do thy thoughts taste well? They are deep fried in brimstone from the finest of hells. One can reach, one can tell. That the walls of my embrace are a shattering dismay of disbelieving chiefs, the darkest chefs around. I am tickled like a child on his very last birthday. That you would go to such lengths to induct me. I mean this all in good health. For her love is a passionate one that I keep tucked away on thy shelf. My shelf of unforgotten things. I love the conversations of others, about thee. That is all for now...I will be editing this later.
How do we truly know who we are talking with?
When you speak to me, I will be loving, unconditionally.
For I crave the same, happiness.
I am a desperate soul in need, indeed.
There is one whom I have found on here that I truly enjoy wholeheartedly.
I hope no confusion breeds doubt.
For I love you all conclusively, and that's what I am all about.
Real Talk, From A Real Loving Soul.
I wonder when will true love ever understand me and whom will bestow it upon thee?
I wonder if the long cold walks alone will ever stand tall and heal me from my misery?
I am a vortex of emotional feelings, this is true, but I still wonder, yes I wonder if our love will be unglued?
I am stuck to you, like a moth to flame. I burn bright and every night, I am lost without your warmth. I wonder, yes I wonder if there will ever be a love so true.
I wonder about my loss, and the path it led to you! I am sickened by my despair, so much I have to choose.
Will I continue to live recklessly, or will I balance my confusion in you? I am a writer, of many words. But, my words are all the same. Draped in a veil, a code, that only the heartbroken can blame.
It is not thy fault, neither is thou to blame! Just do your rights and not your wrongs, everyone has the chance for change.
I am, changing from burnt moth to living flame. I will guide those who seek. To alleviate their misery and pain.
~D.N.N.~
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Very lonely and beautiful!!
Thank you, again. "Looks into the void and laughs"
I am. That is all for now. But, someday I will be more.
More than you may ever realize, through real eyes, about thee self.
Hinder your emotions, control thy weaknesses! That is all for now...
What art thou, art thou thee? Art thy thee dreams of thine? What chances do we have when we have made that ultimate sacrifice, and for what? What decisions have thou made, none I have influenced I trust? But, then again I am all influence, I am all. All of your fears, but most importantly all of thy dreams come from thee, Namari.
~D.N.N.~
I was wondering about truth this morning. Why do we call it morning anyway? I decided to write a short note. The note, entitled as I lay here, for a multiple of symbolic reasons. If you feel the need to ask, well my good friends I fear you have already missed the point. The point of the needless needle sewing up thy lips, hush thy conflicted questionable thought processes and pay close attention. Now, forgiveness is in duel! What's this ever-growing truth. That has me so forsaken, so numbing, but with ignorance I do nothing of importance, anymore. Why is this so? What is so important and why? What do we know about anything or anyone at anytime anyways? I feel as if I could just lay here, untested for the rest of my physical nonetheless lifetimes upon lifeless bedding, manipulating with the foliage, and as I lay here I am self-titled! I am one of the amazing. I am always amazed with nothingness. I, among the deer that hunted and shot, staked, but not for food, yet for sport. I am moving on away from this balanced confusion. Go! Look in the mirror longer then you thought-provoking, and you will see me deep within your eyes. The spaces invited below are the fillers sent from above. The time and space I live in is a mass confessional of must. A must that lusted after, sought after, even fought over, is destroying us all. In hopes of immortality. I long for the nothingness inside of you all, breath gently, my fellow brothers and sisters.
~D.N.N.~
The stories that I have seen. The stories that I have told. The stories of a new, castrated from the old. The stories of a mind blown so savagely it was obscure. That stories of a heartache so destructive it seemed pure.
I had to walk with thee, down to the chopping block. My hens were abruptly waiting for me as I contemplated dinner. What senses could I make of all of this? Then, there you were just waiting for me! They're just waiting for me, there.You said that you were waiting for me, but where? The sense of your being was to far and unaware! I began to wander deeper than I have ever wondered before. Into the souls of many, my heart became a wild bore. The razor sharp tusks, dug and tore! My mind began to shake and crumble, like a hammer smashing through a storm. A storm that was born on the wings of the scorned, we were all scorched. Oh, and by thy way, which way did the witch tell me to stray? Was it this way or nay? All I could muster was a neigh, load and unpleasant! Which way were my weeps carried, but more importantly were they to be parried? As they were carried across the seas of despair. I was lost and now decaying in a brimstone bath of ego, also known as Satan..
~D.N.N.~
I say good sir! Drive thy stake through thine heart and that of thou entire body; Then chop off thy head and burn thy remains abruptly casting ones ashes among thy grave, lest thou become an agent of thine slave!
They called him Vampire,
But what was it he desired?
Was it the lusts of blood and rage,
or was there more that sparked his fire?
So sleek, and so magnificent,
The way he would hunt his prey!
It was more like he was sent here specifically,
to eat my sorrows and pain!
~D.N.N.~
His eyes were intense with an uncontrollable desire for anything he saw. So, he took out his eyes.
His overindulgence was consumed with an excessive amount of selfishness. So, he sewed up his mouth.
He was a man of material possession, and hoarded anything while keeping everything thing. So, he cut off his hands.
He was physically and spiritually lazy, a waste of talented gifts. So, he ran no more with his feet.
Their thoughts of rage, impatient, perverted and encompassed internally. They destroyed life.
Their insatiable wish to see again, they took the eyes of another. Wiring them into their own head.
They were eventually unjustified by their own boasting. So, they decided to go back to him bowing.
~D.N.N.~
I challenge you to dare, or shall I say, dare to be?
What does thou dare and if so, to what extreme?
Is it you?
Will you wander the seven seas?
The wonders of this world and their trivial pursuit of disease!
Come clean!
Now tell me, what do thou dare to be?
Will you be a beautiful creation of production bringing forth more light, to a higher degree?
Or, will you be destructive in force destroying the balance with guise in delight?
Dare me!
I dare you!
Challenge me to see!
Dare me to be anything that you wouldn’t dare to be!
What beautiful words help the vampires to bleed?
Are they dead and obscured from any sense or plea?
I dare to disagree!
There was nothing wrong with the balance.
It was you who tipped the beam!
Creating more chaos than order and failed to make the team.
Dare I?
Oh I do!
Challenging you to see what was always yet never true.
Your order will be fulfilled now that you can follow through.
So the new mission is here and now and with proof!
The praying, meditating and delegating has always been within you!
What choices will you choose?
To what ends will you travel?
How far will the thoughts unravel and if so tell me the hour!
For I will meet you there with a deafening haste so stand clear.
To gather up all your ramblings, yes I hold them dear.
Now which way did thy fog lift?
I must know so that I can steer!
Away and far from your misfortunes, I just wanted to make that clear.
Oh, what a bore you say!
Oh, how they must ignore!
Thy helper is helpless and happy.
Why aren’t thy still searching?
Art thou still searching?
I hope and trust you’ll find the right door.
Mine was to the left.
To the others I was left and sore.
Wondering always, why?
Why must I feel so scorned!
Now, we travel onward and upward to discover something new!
I knew that you would follow.
How quickly thou art fooled!
For the sheep that graze in my splendor are not easily amused.
Is this not your first attempt?
Will you decide not to be in school?
Educate yourself I say!
Let the books tell you when you can drool.
For now is not the time!
The time is forever unknown!
If you would just take the time then you would never seem to grow old.
I say to you, yes you!
The ones in whom I love!
You are so very dear to me.
Unlike the one above!
Or at least that’s what they tell you.
They beat you with nothing but lies!
Now I ask you if you could would you.
Stare deep into my eyes.
Yes, I dare you to dare see what lies further.
Come and see what lies are they behind.
I cannot force you, but the truth is inside and wise.
Now, come with me my children into a darkness void of pride!
Your ego and curiosity is all that you will need for this ride.
Tickets, please, thank you again once more.
Now onward and forward, your questions are not ignored.
The stories I weave are tales.
The tales of a story, long ago born, on the edge of a winters chill, trapped deep in the heart of a storm!
It was I who saw your suffering.
Oh, it was I who saw that thou suffered!
The long days, continuous nights of hard work left to muster.
I was summoned to enlighten thee, for I created thee.
While they wept and made numerous chimes and screamed “please!”
They wailed for me to cease.
The sufferings that you endured were too painful for me to see.
So, I dared on!
While I taught you listened.
You listened ever so intently!
I was daring and you found relief in my teachings.
I was teaching each and every one of you to be free.
They assassinated me.
I was too much for them to handle, so they locked me up in degrees, alone I began to ramble.
Now this may sound confusing, but I am you and you are me.
When the time is right you all will see.
You will all see what you truly can be!
You can be.
While that should be enough, I will dare you again to come find me.
If you so dare to seek.
The truth is neither so far nor bleak.
It is locked away tight within, and with this key you may begin again.
So, I challenge you to dare again and come further to what lies within.
You were falling, and spiraling out of control.
Then I found you.
You were begging to die and grow old.
So then I saved you freed you from you binds that took hold.
As we walked you became stronger and your understanding broke the mold.
So, now I am your teacher and the one that you hold dear.
I am thy traveler and companion for as long as you don’t fear.
What stories we will share!
All of the times that you felt week were for the meek, but not us.
Together we dared on.
We were a daring pair, you and I.
We were also dammed by the saints and most of the rabbi.
Yet, we traveled on helping anyone who sought us out.
Our truths were for them to learn,
If only they could figure them out.
It is a sad world, indeed.
They built their trusts on lies and falsities.
You and I discovered the truth together and walked a narrow path.
This path was overgrown and covered with brimstone and ash.
How did we ever make it out alive?
Maybe we did not and inside us, we still hide.
How redundant we are becoming?
Yes, the both of us are bitter ends of a played out story.
Shall we continue?
Shall we dare to engrave our feet?
Neither of us was nailed to that post, yet we both still morn and weep.
What confusions can thy keep?
Why must the dragons inside burn from sleep?
What stars and what moos will tell us where we are?
I am losing this battle of will, only to become much stronger.
Is there danger in what I seek?
Of course there is always a fear!
You must not give into the pleading of others confused deceit.
So, we traveled on.
Onto distant worlds we planted our seeds.
This way we would never truly die,
We would grow and begin to breed.
We began to breed indeed.
Nothing could stop us we all but weak within!
The balance is tipping over, over the wall and in.
The herbs are not present here.
Yet we meditate and create more.
The more enlightened we are the more they will come to scorn.
We are confused now.
Where is the balance and where was the point of our entry?
I will talk of other daring things now.
I will talk of a world much to pretty.
It began a long time ago in a forest overgrown.
The paths we cleared while we paced.
We were lost, but soon our path was clear.
We planted our seeds here.
We planted them deep.
The roots grew strong.
The roots were nothing but sheep.
They wandered out far and wide.
They devoured everything in their sight.
The path was becoming clearer to the both of us.
Our sheep were the roots of our friends.
Up forth they sprung.
They were creating all by themselves.
Some said that they were demons and some said that they came straight from hell.
What more of an insult could they manage?
Our creations caused a series of panic!
We were not fooled by their ignorant statements though.
For our roots were prosperous and old.
They dug deep attempting to destroy what we created.
In the end they were swallowed up.
I laugh when they thought that they make it.
The truth is not at the bottom, but located up top in the growth!
All they had to do really was interrupt the production of our fruits.
Our fruits were more than delicious.
In fact, they could compare none!
For our fruits were almighty and strong in every last one.
So, we sowed and grew.
We harvested and shared!
We were very straightforward when we told thy people to beware.
~D.N.N.~
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